i dont have a fucking wodnerwall so fuck off-i laugh at ur pain and pitty-suck a cock!

[xjunkiexheartx]

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh yeah ok well i wnat to be with him but i can't. just can't. im looking for something taht i can't find in anyone but me. i need to be single for a while. we sort of got back together today cause im an idiot but AHHHHH i want to be with him but not the HIM i see now. i feel like a fucking bitch i probably am. cause no wi don't want to

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the weight of water

[anonymous]

just do what u think will make u happy. is everyone going to hate you for doing what you want for a change? will the world turn its back on you in your time of need when you've been there for the world the whole time? sometimes you just have to let shit work out on its own...

[anonymous]

So close no matter how far
Couldn’t be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don’t just say
And nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know
-Metallica

Call & Answer

[anonymous]

I think it’s getting to the point
Where I can be myself again
I think it’s getting to the point
Where we have almost made amends
I think it’s the getting to the point
That is the hardest part.

And if you call, I will answer
And if you fall, I’ll pick you up
And if you court this disaster
I’ll point you home

You think I only think about you
When we’re both in the same room
You think I’m only here to witness
The remains of love exhumed
You think we’re here to play
A game of who loves more than whom

You think it’s only fair to do what’s
Best for you and you alone
You think it’s only fair to do the same
To me when you’re not home
I think it’s time to make this something that is
More than only fair

But I’m warning you, don’t ever do
Those crazy, messed up things that you do
If you ever do
I promise you I’ll be the first to crucity you
Now it’s time to prove that you’ve come back
Here to rebuild.

[blurdconception]

shana you are so dumb it's unbelievable. How long does it take you to realise that it's you whos making it complicated when it's so easy. He's an asshole, you dont like him....so whats the logical answer, break up with him. Who gives a fuck about your parents or your friends if you dont like him then break up with him theres no reason to freak out about this its just you over emphasising the importantce of the situation. It's a small insignificant problem, and dont be an idiot and get fucked of your face just cuz you dont like some guy any more thats not even a reasonb it sounds more like an excuse really. I guess sex has ceased to be such a heavily commitment based process for you now lol. ne way stop being stupid and just make a decision and move on it's easy and you stress yourslf out and make a big deal out of it when its nothing jesus forget choosing a boyfriend you cant even choose an obssession get your priorities straight babe, thats the first time I've heard that phrase used when it actually meant what it should. Chill out

[xjunkiexheartx]

hey hey so what is sex ceased to be a commitment to a relationship with me.. i lost everything to you and i was in live with you... im a sexual person and horny all the time. so what? its not like i give it up to random people.. oh so many guys.. fuck that theres been 2. you and griffin. and your right i do need to get my priorities straight and i have buddy. you seem angy when you wrote that..? and just for you information i've done a lot of growing since you left me. ive changed a bunch and i like who i am right now. i do make shit complicated but i doubt that will ever change. i have a tight circle of friends and a great guy. im back with him and shits better than ever. and what you said was pretty hurtful. im goig to get all bent out of shape over it though. im not dumb. and you make it sound like im an idiot and i know for a fact i am a smart person. please dont post shit that you think would hurt my feelings. i don't do that to you. thanx

[blurdconception]

wow ok chill out for a second and re-read it because I didnt post it to try and hurt your feelings and second of all how am I supposed to know stuff is all great with you all you've written in here up till now has been how shit he treats you and how crappy your life is so gimme a break alright jeez. I posted to try and help you, have you just forgotten everything about me that's how I am what made you think I was mad??? You know I just say what I mean. And as for the whole sex thing you were the one who always said you would wait forever to do it with anyone including me, and I'm not being an asshole about the fact that your not like that anymore I was just mentioning it because it was completely different from what you used to say. I'm not angry with you why would I be angry. Your funny, this is what I was talking about your on the defensive right away chill homie, I though most of the stuff in there would make you laugh and last but not least you have posted diggs at me on here alot so dont try that one ytour not slick lol, anywho

[xjunkiexheartx]

ya you did. i was hurt. im not thinking your on a plan of revenge lol. i know you. that's not you. when i wrote that i was dealing with a lot of stuff, and your right i did get really deffensive fast but it's just become second nature to me. i guess i haven't really noticed until now. well have fun in cali.