I realized today that I don't have a best friend, or any friends that I can talk to, lean on, or confide in. I can't wait until my birthday so I can move off this fucking island. I hate it. The same drug addicted faux friends, the same people I see in town that I don't want to talk to or be near, the same people that don't know how to FUCKING DRIVE ( Read more... )

friends only now bitches......

<3 pettibone

I'm going to Puyallup tonight to go to my friend's party. I hope it isn't lame. And I hate people getting on my case about listening to the kind of music I do and having a negative outlook on life.
Willy called me a goth last night. I punched him in the face.

No one will be my valentine. Woe is me.

Just breathe and focus.
How can I when the air is so cold and empty
That my lungs froze right in my chest

Awesome.
Who wants to start a gang of marauding bandits with me? Mad Max style.

Today was so boring. All I ate was a bowl of cereal. I weigh 146 now, suprising since this summer i weighed 165. I need to dye my hair again, it looks like shit. I need a job so bad. And i'm starting to get a cough goddamnit. That's the last thing I fucking need right now ( Read more... )

So I wanna start a new band. Too bad I have NO FRIENDS.

so i might go to the black valentines day show this weekend. Hell Promise and 5 Good Reasons will be worth it, and i get to see my old band too. I wonder if chris still wears girl pants. probably ( Read more... )