The First Part of "my california vacation" pictures so yeah. There is alot of pictures...just to warn you.

( You're a touch over-rated. You're a lush & I hate it. )

I'll be back July 31st! Leave me lots of love my darlings & I'll return the favor once I get home. I'll take tons of pictures too...just because I love you all.


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Dear Jewels,                                                          July 2nd

I feel like somethings going to be missing from this part of my life like it's not as much worth remembering because you're not a part of it. I remember thinking how amazing it was that I was on a mountain having a snowball fight in the middle of the summer and then ( Read more... )

We've been best friends for so long...I only capture these moments every once in a while....

( I see your true colors ashley )

( Am I missing something? )

I talked to Andrew tonight for the longest time...he's my best friend in the whole entire world. I don't know...he's amazing. & it makes me smile so much hearing him and Zach go on and on about how hot I am...it makes me laugh...cause I'm not hot & I'm far from it. It's 2:20 a.m. & I can't sleep...I have too much on my mind....

John & camp

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What happened to my saturday nights? The nights of drinking, partying, meaningless words, and funny conversations....where did you go saturday night? Now I'm lonely...I'll probably end up going to see a movie with Ryan and just sitting there and pretending I don't miss John...when really he's all I can think about. What happened saturday nights? ( Read more... )

I sat around after school today with some boys from brophy. We talked. They gave me their numbers. They said I look so broken. They said I'm beautiful. They said I'm worth more than I treat myself. They offered me a smoke behind the school...and ofcourse I took the offer. We sat there and sucked in the beauty of the smoke. I felt better. One of ( Read more... )

                           ( Tonight was beautiful... )

I guess I must be doing something right because tonight I'm going to a friend from school's birthday party. I'm excitied. I am. John left for camp for 8 weeks. All day I was kind of still thinking about it.

John(8:50:40 PM): ill write you the first day
Me (8:50:51 PM): u promise
John (8:51:09 PM): pinky promise

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