so deep that it didn't even bleed

we're all to blame
we've gone too far - from pride to shame
we're trying so hard - we're dying in vain
we're hopelessly blissful and blind to all we are
we want it all

note to self:

you're in way over your head.

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I'm all out ( Read more... )

I need to get out of this house.I need to get out and experience life, the real kind. I need to get out of this fucking pattern I've become accustomed to. I need to quit trusting people. I need to stop depending on people to be decent. I need to follow through with commitments. I need to get off of whatever this feeling is. It's really bringing me ( Read more... )

I think I got myself into more than I could handle. I don't have time for homework anymore, but I feel like I'm doing okay in school..but not half as well as I used to.

It's weird how I either have a great day at work, or a horrible one:
-gutted deer.
-butter spillin
-butter chugging
-sweeeeeeping
-Dip N Dots!!
-the nicest lady ever-my first ( Read more... )

check my vital signs
I know I'm still alive
and I walk alone

I don't get to drive anywhere since I don't have a license. But I'm not going to complain about it. I know lots of people who can't drive. It could be so much worse. I'll stop now ( Read more... )

I think along the way I missed the turning point. I missed my chance to change; I missed my chance to fix anything I damaged. I think it's too late now. I think what happens is going to happen - like it or not. There's no controlling what won't be controlled. I guess there's no point in even staying here..or anywhere, for that matter.