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Nov 23, 2003 15:20

Post anything that you want (in comments), and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love -- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say. even if you dont ( Read more... )

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anonymous November 23 2003, 16:04:22 UTC

i love someone more than anything in the world. And all they keep doing is hurting me.repeatedly. I looked over photo's that i captured of moments that were shared between eachother, and i can't help thinking that they were all lies. Everything we shared, every moment that i believed he was there for me: to pick me up when i was down, all vanished in a matter of minutes. I can't even explain what went wrong, because i don't even know. All i believe now is that love must not be true, or maybe just not 4 me, because the one person i could have spent the rest of my life with betrayed me the most. Things were just so different between us, or so i thought. I would have given my life for him. To me nothing else mattered. And i know i never showed him how i felt (in that sence). But he obviously didn't feel the same. Everything that he said to me was a lie. How much he loved me, how he could go through highschool with me and nobody else, how even though he was afraid of commitment he wasn't afraid of being with me. It makes me wonder why ( ... )

xjustxkissxmex November 23 2003, 16:11:03 UTC

I love you. You have to realize if a guy can totally disreguard everything after 11+ months and be all over other people hes truely not worth it. Although you may think he is right now, hes really not. Over time you will begin to see that you dont need him. It just takes time. If you want to talk you can IM me.. xclassicsoflovex. once again, I love you :)

<3

anonymous November 23 2003, 16:21:58 UTC

thanks Jessie
Yeah and on top of it tommorrow i have to put my dog down and i just found out my mom is having major health problems

Ya know part of me wishs that he would read what i wrote so he realizes what i feel

xjustxkissxmex November 23 2003, 18:13:34 UTC

I'm real sorry. Your mom will be okay and just remember, Your dogs going to a better place.

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xvolcomxstarx November 23 2003, 17:27:49 UTC

hey this is kaleen i dont know if u remember me but i added u

xjustxkissxmex November 23 2003, 18:12:44 UTC

The one from Miss. Hollands class? I remember.. Ur added <3

i still cry... anonymous November 23 2003, 19:03:00 UTC

i still cry over the first boy that i fell in love with... i avoid the thoughts the memories, the feelings the touch, the kiss, everything, i don't even look his way. Then he touched me...it all happened so fast, we hugged, and i cried. I cannot let go. when i am reminded of him, i cry. hard. my world just doesn't turn. nothing is the same. I focuss on myself, i keep my nails done, my hair cute, my outfits matching, i keep my shit together. I lost my best friend. i have no love. i have no best friend. i have a big chunk of my heart torn from me. i don't want or NEED symapathy. i just need to let go. of the time in my life when i was most happy. i am so BLESSED i go shopping all the time my hair is getting longer by the minute. the talent show was great. but love is wat is missing. i'm ok. i get better EVERY DAY but i still cry.
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Re: i still cry... xjustxkissxmex November 23 2003, 19:10:41 UTC

Your comment reminds me of the song that says "All you need is love" but you have to remember time heals all. Just give yourself time and you will find someone new, probally someone better and you will eventually find "the one" and all the feelings your feeling now will just be a memory. And for the best friend thing, I dont know why you lost them but its probally for the better. Just stop looking at the past and look foward to the future. I'm sorry if this doesent help but if you ever want to talk about things you can IM me at xclassicsoflovex.. Have a nice day :)

<3

Re: i still cry... anonymous November 23 2003, 19:23:48 UTC

Look i don't know who you are, but i feel the same way. It's nice to know i'm not alone in this world!
-Ash

Re: i still cry... tweedledeez November 24 2003, 21:46:44 UTC

crazzyinlove2 in case u ever wanna talk. ur not alone.

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JESSIE! volcomguy818 November 23 2003, 20:18:47 UTC

Hey Jess whats up? I was told to go to your site and read your last post...lol why was I suppose to read your last post? Anyway IM me when you get a chance cuz I don't have your sn ne more and lost your number when my fone broke. (Volcomguy818) Later

anonymous November 23 2003, 21:33:22 UTC

i think that the best thing 4 me to do is forget about everything we shared. Forget the fact that i had all of my firsts with him, and forget that no matter what i love him. I don't know how you can forget to love someone: but i'll try! It just hurts to want to be with someone so much, and have nothing but the opposite returned. i dunno; maybe he thought he was in love when he wasn't. And Brad if you're reading this, that's why i'm giving you what i'm giving you tommorrow. Because it hurts to see those memories. It hurts to see anything but it's so hard to walk around my room and see nothing but pictures of you. Seriously i walk into my room and i remember my blue blanket, and remember the corner of my bed by the window, and just everything. But i think what hurt me the most recently was when i went camping. God we share so many memories there! But i had a nightmare one night and i woke up and reached across the bed and you weren't there. Not to hold my hand, tell me it was going to be ok, or anything! I gtg it's my last night with ( ... )

i love you crckmonky714 December 14 2003, 19:42:22 UTC

your obsessed but i love you talk to me about that thing with the counting between those building that i hang out near with those people that play football