As the days go on school comes closer and closer but the closer it gets the further away it seems ( Read more... )

HOLY FUCK
I FUCKING HATE CHESTER AND ALL THE SHIT THAT COMES WITH IT
I CANT WAIT TO MOVE OFF CAMPUS AND BE FAR FARRR AWAY FROM THIS FUCKED UP SYSTEM
AHHHHHHHHH I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO ANGRY BUT I FEEL LIKE I KEEP SAYING THAT WITH ALL THE MORE BITS OF INFORMATION THAT I GET

FUCKING SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok ....sorry im donewowww

I cant believe i almost forgot who I am

im so sick of these nights
falling asleep at 9
waking up a 1 or 6 am because of a bad dream going on facebook to try and get back to sleep but only to see my bad dreams coming true

when is it my turn?
to live
to not care
im usually pretty good at that

im sooo soo sick of stupid things ( Read more... )

all i want to do is go to the beach and take pictures! but no one wants to take me even when i offer gas money ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

im half way to 4 grand ( Read more... )

i feel like people should quit being lame ( Read more... )

i hate that im doing things with another boy, the things i thought of doing with you
i've always wanted you to see our sunsets because the feeling is indescribable ..its the feeling i get when i am with you
fuck...why do i want summer to end so badly
its not so much that i want it to end but i want to experience it quicker than its going

we said goodbye this morning
I ran my fingers through his hair
and gave him a kiss on the cheek
we hugged and he rubbed my back

it felt like we were dating
still does becuase i cant stop thinking....
wishing....
wondering....