the past week wasnt the best week. i can honestly say i havent gone through so much hurt in a very long time. also, my ferret Samson, died :[. he was one heck of a ferret i'll tell you that much. finals were easier than i had expected, in math. i got a perfect score. i was completely shocked. and YAY for school letting out today. WINTER BREAK IS ( Read more... )

so once again here i am, staring at pictures and just crying ( Read more... )

Students from Dobson High School were involved in a fatal car crash this morning. Unfortunately Krystal and Shayna are no longer with us as of today. My sister was friends with both. My thoughts and prayers go out to their familes. Life can be so unfair, it can be taken from you within an instant. Fifteen was much too young. We will miss you both ( Read more... )

so, my brothers back from a looong stay at the hospital. turns out his chrons disease is getting much worse. i dont expect sympothy im just expressing what has been going on in my life. feel free to continue or stop reading; anyways seeing him just makes me feel better. im more scared for him than he seems to be, seeing that the disease is ( Read more... )

i miss being little, life was a piece of pie.

every one is getting way to confident//cocky//self-absorbed &&& its annoying. having a little confidence is fine but when you deliberately say stupid shit and put yourself out there way too much, i want to hang myself because YOUR SO ANNOYING. && no no no im not talking about just one person. you think just becuz you chop all your hair off dye it ( Read more... )

OUCH ( Read more... )

to see one dance, is to hear their heart speak.

i miss dance.
i miss being tortured in ballet [oddly]
i miss the rush of performing
i miss winning ass loads of ribbons and trophies
i miss all the pretty costumes
i miss people saying to me, wow, you did amazing.
i just miss it.

dance was my life for 10 years.
i gave it up
gotta suck it up and deal.

jess+ ( Read more... )

halloween kinda sucked
but luckily i spent it with jessica
and tony garret rachel and ricky
theyre all super stellar.

i seem to hate school more and more everyday.
i hatehatehate hendrix.
i lovelovelove jessica,, shes all i have left.
my grades are turning to shit in science
cuz mr franklins a FAG BAG.
danielle (cheer coach) quit on us.
super cool i guess ( Read more... )

tomorrows halloween.
jessica is love.
thats why im hanging out with her.

i am fat.
so i've decided to go on a diet
lets see if it works, shall we?

im going to go eat some rice.
bye