oh my gosh i feel the exact same way - right after you left it was right back into the old thing. Like, when I'm with Lydia and we're so hyper all the time, I feel like it's just a cover because I don't know how to have real fun haha. I was noticing how much I laugh at stuff I usually wouldn't (which isn't necessarily bad) but then I started not laughing hysterically and trying to hold out a normal conversation, and it doesn't work with Lydia. . . And after you left, it's actually started to bother me a little, because it's more fun to be natural. And it's weird cuz when i WASN'T laughing all the time, it was less stressful because I could talk about how much everything annoyed me and everything. I'm getting all emo again. yeah, when I'm with Lydia, its like the high before the low. But if there isn't a "high," just being myself and having fun and such, doesn't get me into such a low. yeaah. that's it. I love you kate :-)
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