It's amazing how much you can love another person...
My gorgeous, gorgeous boy, I'm talking to you online and in person right now, and I'm so amazed at how much you can love another person. I am so in love with you bubs, and I will probably never have the right words to tell you, or even enough words to tell you how I feel, but I'm just... I'm so in awe of you, you know? Your strength and your warmth and your unconditional love. I just can't express to you how wonderful you are, and I wish I could, I wish I could make you see what I see everyday.
I remember the first time we said "I love you" in person. I remember it was the night we went on that picnic to the lake with Natalie and Taylor, and we left them to be alone and we went and sat on that rock near the waterfall, and you wrapped that blanket around us and I felt so incredibly safe and warmed by your prescence. And I remember you were singing softly in my ear, stopping every few seconds to kiss my neck, and our fingers were entwined and our legs were tangled up together, and the moon was casting this beautiful glow across the lake, and everything was eerily calm. And I remember you stopped singing and kissed me and then when we broke apart you just smiled and said "I love you." And I remember how my breath caught in my throat and my heart started racing and I tried to say it back, but my eyes were so full of tears and there was this huge lump in my throat, but I finally said it, and after I did, it felt so right. Everything was perfect.
I don't know when it was exactly that I fell head over heels in love with you. I can't pinpoint the exact moment because it happened so fast, but all I know now is that I cannot even imagine life without you. I'll never let go of you.
I love you so much bubs. Happy Anniversary...