That you weren't ideal for each other doesn't make it any less painful =) By the way, you will run into him at some point. Probably right at the moment you forget it's a possibility. Maybe it will hurt, maybe it will scare you, maybe it will bring up old feelings, maybe all of the above. But not maybe but surely, the emptiness will go away. You're doing well. It's okay to think about him. It's good to think about him. It means you're very far along in getting over him.
no, its too complicated. i havent talked to him since november. *shrugs* and the only time we're ever in the same country is when we're both home from uni, i assume, unless his parents have moved away (doubtful but whatever) ...
... and it just wouldn't work, i dont think i could ever separate my experiences of him as a friend and those of him as a boyfriend. *shrugs*
its alright actually, it's just weird being back in this place without him, really.
it takes so much time and all of a sudden something will remind you that you had totally forgotten about...and it won't matter, that's when you know it'll be okay.
if you aren't there yet, then there's no rush. i think being in basel was bound to stir up these thoughts, and you should never apologize for wanting to vocalise them.
i'm in brighton this weekend but if you can , call me next week and we'll catch up? am not sure when you're back in blighty.
im back on tuesday, i'll call you when im there? I have minutes to useeeeee.
i love how loud and scouse you are. <3 no, seriously, haha, i just remember when you called and up till then everyoned been all simperingly nice and sweet and you were just MAD, it made me feel so much better for being mad too. I dont know. <3
It's been alright, really. I haven't been looking over my shoulder every second in town, more like every other minute. Baby steps though, right?
but seriously basel, wtf is with the sudden increase in long blonde haired leather jacket wearing men? give a girl a break here, right?
Oh, so I'm going to say random things that are related but aren't precisely addressed at this issue, but I'm confident they'll make you feel good, or better, or something, I don't know
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i was wearing my transatlantic psychic buddy t-shirt the other day. I was thinking of you. ;)
It'll be okay, I'm sure. I don't know. I can't decide if i should email him or not. The thing is, I think I'm too proud to let him know I still think of him when blatantly he doesn't think of me. Or something.
I don't know. How do you forget a year and a half of your life just like that?
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By the way, you will run into him at some point. Probably right at the moment you forget it's a possibility. Maybe it will hurt, maybe it will scare you, maybe it will bring up old feelings, maybe all of the above. But not maybe but surely, the emptiness will go away. You're doing well. It's okay to think about him. It's good to think about him. It means you're very far along in getting over him.
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You're brighter than a star and hotter than a porn star okay??
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no, its too complicated. i havent talked to him since november. *shrugs* and the only time we're ever in the same country is when we're both home from uni, i assume, unless his parents have moved away (doubtful but whatever) ...
... and it just wouldn't work, i dont think i could ever separate my experiences of him as a friend and those of him as a boyfriend. *shrugs*
its alright actually, it's just weird being back in this place without him, really.
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if you aren't there yet, then there's no rush. i think being in basel was bound to stir up these thoughts, and you should never apologize for wanting to vocalise them.
i'm in brighton this weekend but if you can , call me next week and we'll catch up? am not sure when you're back in blighty.
ps , i am always loud and scouse, bb xxx
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i love how loud and scouse you are. <3 no, seriously, haha, i just remember when you called and up till then everyoned been all simperingly nice and sweet and you were just MAD, it made me feel so much better for being mad too. I dont know. <3
It's been alright, really. I haven't been looking over my shoulder every second in town, more like every other minute. Baby steps though, right?
but seriously basel, wtf is with the sudden increase in long blonde haired leather jacket wearing men? give a girl a break here, right?
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i was wearing my transatlantic psychic buddy t-shirt the other day. I was thinking of you. ;)
It'll be okay, I'm sure. I don't know. I can't decide if i should email him or not. The thing is, I think I'm too proud to let him know I still think of him when blatantly he doesn't think of me. Or something.
I don't know. How do you forget a year and a half of your life just like that?
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