My life still drags on. I hate school. did i ever mention that? god. I so dont want to have to get off my ass and do anythign ever again. Why is it so hard to be everything you want? I think Im going to go all pro-style writing again. i havent even attempted to be creative in years. Not that it makes me feel any better when i am. GrrRR i feel so ( Read more... )

J'ai mis sais ce que pour faire avec me. avec ma vie. avec mon esprit muet. je me sens s'inutile que j'ai mis même le besoin pour continuer l'habiter. quelqu'un me présente s'il vous plaît avec mon fusil. vous remercie.

God. Talking to clinton again ( Read more... )

Kelly Deans ( Read more... )

Yay for a fun night. I really hope LIndsey had fun! SO we all got together at 5:30 and finally left to CLaim JUmper. Once there it took forever to get seated!!!!! like almost an hour!! Then we all chowed down and it was kinda weird because we were seated really weird and stuff and it seemed like i didnt even talk to one half of the table. But ( Read more... )

God...I cant stand it. I should have never come home. I fucking hate my whole family. you hear that?

I FUCKING HATE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!

I cant fucking deal with this any more. OH god. i dont even wanna fucking write about it. just fuck kim and fuck my mother.

Dude. Chavo. Im bored ( Read more... )

I am tres bored. I had to learn a song in french. NOFX sings it, its called Aux Champs-Elysees. go download it so you can hear the song i had to sing in front of everyone. and then the next time you see me you can laugh and point!

SCHOOL SUCKS!!

Okay...so today I woke up and painted my room. fun fun. except it was so friggin hot. like 90 degrees withing the one room alone. we were like all wet with sweat and it was gross. we painted it a color caled 'scarlet fever'-basically maroon/burgundy. It looks really cool. especially when you close the blinds and the whole room is dark. awesome ( Read more... )