Today was really long - all of my classes seemed to go on forever. John came for lunch and he hung out with me and Julie. It was a really sweet thing for him to do. I'm sick. It kills me to talk -- my whole throat is swollen and I'm running a low fever. But that's okay. After school Julie and I went to the store and bought tacos for her and Ken's ( Read more... )

valentine's day is in seven days.

no flowers. no candy. no hearts. no bears.

nothing for me because i suck at relationships.

make me xblushx: i don't hate you
make me xblushx: i would never hate you
make me xblushx: i really hope things work out with us
make me xblushx: but until ur ready to work on that, i guess we'll just be good friends
make me ( Read more... )

oh honestly..

fuck you.

you must absolutely LOVE this.

give me a fucking break.

you told me that you thought i would change after the break up..

look at yourself..

i hope you think it's cool to smoke weed..

i sure as hell don't.

but, maybe you've been doing this all along.

i trust you even less now.

i could do some things that would cut ( Read more... )

I care about him and I love him and he means a lot to me..

but sometimes things just DON'T work out and it really blows.

I don't regret anything, he's been a wonderful boyfriend --

any girl would be incredibly lucky to have a boy like him.

( and yeah.. sometimes love hurts )

Zachary recieved a $50 bonus at work today..

and it's only his first week on the job!

He said we get to go wherever I want this weekend.

I have lots of AP history homework..

Just so you know..

you've never made me second guess my relationship. <3

• Laura, I hope you feel better soon

After school tomorrow, I'm hanging out with Julie..

we are going to watch some OC and read some sex books.

• School = stressing me out
• Zach = could not be better

( lyrics to one of the best songs ever... )

My boyfriend welded me a heart, because he loves me.

I love him more than anything in the world.

+ I did see Mason at the SAT. ew.

Tonight I went to Zach's for dinner.

We played Scrabble and he won.

We also played Monopoly and Bobby won.

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Hey guys & dolls. I hope everyone is having a killer weekend. I am! Friday night, Julie and I went to a show and saw Josep. That was pretty interesting. We only stayed for a few minutes though. Yesterday, I took the SAT's with Julie. It went well. My room was lame and I didn't know anyone in there. Most of the people in my room were 5'2'' freshman ( Read more... )

my grandpa is having more pains in his heart.

i failed another math test.

my boyfriend is mad at me.

my best friend wasn't at school today.

i didn't see my other best friend either.

i don't feel well at all.

SATS = saturday.

jordan looks like a girl.

♥ and that is all for today.

white houses - this song reminds me of zachary, as it should.

and this is random but..

I miss the show "wonder years"..  fred savage is love.

oh and like julie says "school is THE SUCK" ew.

lyrics -- no lj cut. deal with it.

Crashed on the floor when I moved in
This little bunk alone with some strange new friends
Stay up too late, and I'm too thin
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