So,  I'm scared of something I don't know is there yet.

Everything occuring, I'm approaching cautiously without having it phase me just yet. Flow.

My past messed me up, and I realize it now. It introduced me to over over analyzation & paranoia; haunted by it with the prevention of moving on. The stories are still spoken of, and by this it is hard ( Read more... )

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I recognize these lines. What a suprise I'm waiting in it again. What a suprise I'm not the first person. What a suprise my number is in the high digits. Applicant number 16528635. That's me.

I hate waiting in these fucking lines for you. But I'll do it. Just another applicant.

I beg to differ


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Yesterday was pretty chill. Could've been better if I had seen someone in particular, but I'm alright with that I guess. I most likely gained more pounds after eating all that junk food at the beach hahah. All in good fun. It was relaxing, although it's a shame I didnt bring my bathing suit. I had to actually pull down my pants, squat, and piss in ( Read more... )

I hate feeling inferior.

I hate how its inevitable when it comes to these things.

I hate how repetative this is.

I hate my comparisons. I hate being unsure and indecisive. I hate being pensive on this topic.

I have no patience or genuine stability.

I know I don't have to push things to prove anything; this is what I really want.

I'm a hater.
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I'm pretty content with everything right now..minus one thing. But I'll try and be patient about it and go about it naturally. Naw what I'm sayin?.Naw what I'm sayin?

My room is in the process of being painted..I think the smell has finally gotten to me. Wooo.I'm getting another new bed. At first my bed was gonna be a tent cause I wanted room in my ( Read more... )

Yesterday was pretty crazy, weird, and scary at different times. Amazing how immature people can get when they have their panties in a bunch.

Anyways, I love my friends and I'd do anything for them. Especially if it means taking the bus somewhere in hopes of having a good time, only to turn out with me having to watch after/worry about my bffl and ( Read more... )

I am damn good and working with what I have.

BUT..I needs me some fucking great male company.Please and thankyou?!. Oh, and once I do find that company, no stealing. SKETCHES.

P.S


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I almost got into a car crash and I was in the drivers seat. I take some blame, but very little..cause it's not all my fault. Everything was fine before that, almost perfect, especially my driving. I'm pretty bothered and shocked and so so lucky. I want to crawl under a rock and hide. Everythings pretty weird for me right now.

My school sucks..hopefully this semester will be better than last. HOPEFULLY.

Break was fun and now I miss it :[

P.S

Salon ladies that don't know what the hell they're doing need to get fired !