sometimes i see you standing there, sometimes it's like i'm losing touch

[xkrazykadix]

so i sat down in this computer chair and i had no desire to go on aim - i never do anymore. i had no desire to go on myspace either - after awhile it's just the same ol' same. there's a lot on my mind so i'm just going to write

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[_spideykisses]

kadi.
1) spain is coming up. we are going to have a blast. seriously its going to be like old times again. me and you and lindsey and its just going to be out of this world. seriously.
2) i noticed there was something wrong with you especially yesterday when i told you at lunch we needed to talk. always know that im always here even if you think its the "stupidest thing" even though there's no such thing- i love talking with you kadi its the best cause it seems like you always know how i'm feeling so being able to talk with you makes it 10000% better. & esp. talking about your mom and help with stuff like that- i may not be a professional at knowing stuff like that but.. like i said im here & i ♥ you !!
3) homecoming. i'm all by myself- nobody wants to go & yeah i have to go dress shopping soon too. i don't even know what to do its so close and im starting to freak out there is so much stuff going on this month. but you know botchy is always here to freak dance with you .. pshh like always.
4) pep rally tomorrow- whos going to be my

[xoforever_yours]

to my dearest kadi

[invisibledamage]

i miss my best friend kadi so much. i am naturally skinny

[xlooknofurtherx]

ahhh kadi everything will be fine
i love you

[oxoxo_katie]

aw kadi.
i love you.
i hate that - when you want to talk to someone about it to get it off your mind but its like the world is moving too fast to bring it up. i know that doesnt make any sense but w/e life doesn't make sense

alright so i've come up with a plan.
the next time one of us wants to talk about ANYTHING. we can just say; code word; "SUBJECT ONBOARD". and so both of us know and we can just bring it up. thats good right? i hope so

i love you my darling. i cant believe you're in spain right now.. probably sleeping. i cant believe you're 17.. you know this is like our 5th or 6th year of knowing eachother?! absolutely crazy.. we grew up together kad !!

when you get back we needa go shopping and take pictures. taking pictures is always like a source of relief you know. lol i love it

I MISS YOU TONS !!!
love alwayS,
katie jess