Maybe you don't see it Wufey, but I love you, and you mean a lot to me. I never tossed you aside. Remember the way I could always make you laugh when you were trying to be angry? All the good times we had together? Maybe there hasn't been as many lately, but I really enjoyed those cold potatoes and corn. I remember us looking at Hot Topic stuff together, shopping, laughing. Sharing troubles together... popping each others pimples, haha... I miss that. I miss you! I remember my cellphone ringing to remind me I had to meet you while I was with you. Times in the coffee shop stoned off our asses drawing pictures and writing stories. "Krysta and Tyler one a picnic" haha... Making fun of Dave and Shawn... We have so many memories Krys, and I don't want to throw them away. My life is changing, and I want you to be part of it. I need you now more than ever. You're my best friend. You're right, I haven't been around lately, I'm sorry. My life is turning upside down - I'm trying to get back on track. But I miss you, and I want you to be part of
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Oh yes... Remember when you were with Dave? I never abandoned you, I was always there. When you did talk to me, I let you vent, I listened to you, and I supported you. I never gave up. A whole year almost, that I never saw you, but I still considered you my best friend. I missed you like crazy, but I couldn't just give up. I don't understand why when that situation reverses, you just give up. How can you give up the friendship we had? I miss you wufey.
Im not heartless, and I do miss you too. My most favourite memory is in my kitchen having a smoke, and your cell phone went off, and then you dropped it, causing even more noise, as we're trying not to wake the monster. I have many memories of the coffee shop... *ahem* cheese face. Please dont throw dave in my face, it's not like i could see you and just didnt. I wasnt allowed on the computer or the phone, let alone even out of the apartment unless it was to work, so that isnt my fault. It's my fault for putting up with it for so long, but i was scared.When i moved back home, i made all the time in the world for you, i would put you above everyone else and basically say "if you dont get along with her, were not going to work out" I didnt want another person taking me away from you, but this time, it was you taking you away, and thats what hurt me the most. The fact that you live like 6.3 minutes away up the street, and you were always too busy to make time for me.. or anytime i called you were always with shawn or shawn never wanted
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Wufey, I am sorry :( We all make mistakes, and I know I didn't give you the attention you deserve. I know it's gonna be really hard with the baby.. And we're not planning to get married any time soon. I don't care if you and Shawn don't like each other, as long as I get to spend time with you again :)
Thank you for giving me another chance :) I feel like your girlfriend, hehehe.
That was an awesome memory, I thought of it after I read the entry again, but I'd already written you a novel, lol. *ahem* lettuce face.
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Thank you for giving me another chance :)
I feel like your girlfriend, hehehe.
That was an awesome memory, I thought of it after I read the entry again, but I'd already written you a novel, lol.
*ahem* lettuce face.
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