You know you're a 90's kid if ( Read more... )

I really dont think i can handle any more put downs, really, it's getting ridiculous. Last night was a fuckin joke, and this mornings episode with my Mother was wonderful, and then tonight it was the same shit we argued about this morning. Why does she insist on making me fucking miserable??? Does she think nagging me is going to make me listen ( Read more... )

So, lets see where i stand in this life now. To those of you who know me well know that i have been having some complications, and after 3 and a half months of procrastinating i finally went to the doctors. I had blood tests done and my doctor discovered i have what is called Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome. Which means, i get to take many fun pills ( Read more... )

So here i am in peterborough... i come here to do something nice and its thrown back in my face by a non-existent boyfriend!! gah!! why do i do these things.... i wanted to surprise him with being here, and hes not even here. what a shithead, men!! gah!!

"Dear Fucker..." - A poem to all my friends ( Read more... )

Now, to start a "happy journal ( Read more... )

So now after like 5 months he starts putting effort back into the relationship. It's not killing him to do it now, why couldnt he do it then? The only thing about this time now though is it's too late. Im not in this relationship anymore. I still love him, ofcourse, but i shouldnt have to tell him what to do to make me happy, he already knew, he ( Read more... )

So these past few weeks have been, well, interesting to say the least. I would like to think that everything will work out but i would only be fooling myself. Basically i would assume i am single because Tyler hasnt even spoken to me since i have been back in oshawa, and we havent discussed anything further about us getting back together. Also, his ( Read more... )

sometimes i cant help but sit and think... "why the fuck do i even bother?"

Thanks for nothing
Absolutely nothing
Thanks for all your bullshit, too
Thanks for nothing
Positively nothing
Thanks for everything you didn't do