I've noticed that ever since I created this livejournal, the title of my journal was always been This is me, with the sub name I always Lose, and I have come to find that 10 times out of 1 it is usually correct.

Why have i always been such a god damn moron? would someone enlighten me please?

i had another one of those nights again...yeahhhh the one where i wake up with a cover over a pillow and im hugging it like its actually someone. yeah one of those..

fuck.

okay so i figured out i am a waste of space and air ( Read more... )

Did alot of nothing... didnt do alot like i said i would do... for one not shave... i have no more hair on my face i shaved... i said school could goto hell and not do my work..but i did the stuff anyways.

I told myself I would bleed inside to forget who I am , but yet I will never forget you, or what I did to you. I tear apart inside me at your ( Read more... )

This is how life is, the more chances that are taken, the harder the blows that are dealt. So the only thing i have left to do is live and breathe and take it on one step at a time... Listen to the sound of silence...can you hear it? The sound of my heart. It's bleeding. Maybe its just the a hurting way of overcompensating for the other half of my ( Read more... )

I feel it welling up inside ( Read more... )

I undeleted it. Whatever. Today sucks. I've been sunk in the dark. Tomorrows not looking any lighter either.

no one looks at this fuckin thing anymore, just like no one pays any attention to me. haha. *sigh* i've had some really sick shit run through my brain these past few days or maybe im just bored but i keep thinking of ways to kill people...not good ( Read more... )

...arggh.