i had to shave off my hawk. it makes me sad, i keep it in a box. a curious george box. work was soooo shitty, i almost left half way through my shift it was so bad. now there is going to be a parade...im kind of tired and i feel like shit. i was sad for no reason today. i dont know why. i guess my delayed depression is coming....im not too excited ( Read more... )

Tong is gone, he's my best friend. it makes me very sad. today was quite grand, i got to hang out with velvet before i went to work. work sucks, YAY WAL*MART!. its a fucking cult i swear. i have to think of something to do for my birthday. The Cure has been moved to the 31st, which kind of sucks since thats a tuesday and i work from 10-7 that day. ( Read more... )

IM GOING TO THE FUCKING CURE!!!!

THANK YOU XANDRA!!!

last night was the best night ever, xandra dropped me off at velvets around 11 something, and then i didnt end up leaving until 5 this morning,and then i slept all day, then tonight i got to hang out with velvet and tong. tonight is our last night in the house, it makes me sad, i dont want to go back home, my parents suck and its more convenient ( ( Read more... )

so the past couple of days have been quite grand, boring but grand just the same, yesterday velvet came over before she had to go to work and my mom kept trying to get me to do things so i would have to put pants on, but i just did everything in my boxers since i knew i was just going to fall back asleep, and when she left i finally go to lay back ( Read more... )

so im housesitting with xandra, its a lot of fun. been hanging out with kelsey alot more than usual, shes fun. tonight kelsey and velvet came over, then xandra and i took a couple of shots and we all watched Hedwig and the Angry Inch, it was grand. then kelsey and velvet had to leave, which was sad, and it was hard for me to use the stairs. then ( Read more... )

so im sitting here at tongs, and his nipples are hard. i was drawing on his wall but he says that i needed to update. im really glad to be back, i thoroughly enjoy the company of every one in vegas, but the city itself is dead. i need to be in WA, its just better, and im sorry gobs, lahaina, amanda, and every one else who i didnt tell i was coming ( Read more... )

warped tour was amazing, i went with louis and johnny, then louis and i waited inline with leigh syd sally and haley, but we saw nik and dani and dani's sister, she's cool she kept bought me water and gave me a giant chunk of ice, then she bought me a sham 69 pin. then when i saw a bunch of people i havent seen yet, and lahaina and i rock ass at " ( Read more... )

So last night was pretty crazy, i shroomed for the first time. it was sooo great. i wanted to touch every thing, and do everything. and as i sat in my little yellow tube, the first thing that came to mind is how happy rachael makes me. sara and stephani were "off in the land" also and they kept telling me to call her so i could tell her these ( Read more... )

so im sitting in gobs' room while she sleeps and i goof off on her comp. its funny, usually im the one sleeping and she is on her comp. i feel the need to type, i really dont like being here, i have no reason to be here. i feel unwanted, i shouldnt but i do. i want to be back home, where everything is stable and there are few problems beyond my ( Read more... )