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I just got really depressed... I realized I don't really have all that many real friends. I have to people who i hang out with at school and well in reality, bob, who it's kind of weird to say that we're friends but we are in a strange sense of the word.... and the ones I do have I don't get to see all that much or hang out with. When i have a really whacked out dream i have to wait to tell someone b/c the only person i tell these things to is never online and i can't call anymore.....
Well there is more to that but that is enough for now... I need something to do that involves being around people... Like coaching, even if that does frustrate me to no end and is kind of annoying. I have the same fucking routine every fucking day... wake up, go to class, come home and sit in my room by myself not talking to anyone... I think i'm going to start going to practices more......
Well there is more to that but that is enough for now... I need something to do that involves being around people... Like coaching, even if that does frustrate me to no end and is kind of annoying. I have the same fucking routine every fucking day... wake up, go to class, come home and sit in my room by myself not talking to anyone... I think i'm going to start going to practices more......