i have this horrible feeling that people think im pushing them away, not caring, expecting something from them, being bitchy, being stubburn.. et all
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i think my friends should leave me alone. until i don't feel like i want to emotionally crumble everytime they say something that maybe i don't wanna hear.
'after being really seriously heart broken, i don't see people as attractive/beautiful, i see them as decaying matter that id rather not share airspace with.'
it's so true. i felt enlightened someway for saying it. but it is so true.