i do miss you a lot, you know.

i'm sorry i pushed you away the first time..
but you seem SUPER happy now so i wont get
in the way. You were ARE my best friend.
& i dont know why you pushed me away ;\

good luck in college ;]

oh man oh man..
it's been SUCH a long day today
it was cloudy all day&it was also suppose to rain
but that never happened. ;[ Anywho, everything is
going swell with me.. for those who actually care
about me. ;] I haven't typed in here for months!
I feel terrible just updating out of the blew like
this but DDDDDDDUUUUUUUUUUIIIIIIIII wanted me ( Read more... )

Well there's not much to update about ( Read more... )

So, I haven't updated in awhile. Wow. Anyways, there is nothing ( Read more... )

Uhm.
Wendsday & Thursday was good. . . then it got to
fuckin' sunday. Yeah, Sunday pretty muched wrecked my friendship.
Gee, thanks so god damn much for telling stuff you shouldn't ( Read more... )

Hmmm...
well, i really shouldn't be updating at this point
not just yet because certain issues have been
fucked up lately and people have switched
around what was going on...but anyways.. 2 issues were
fixed out already.. now we just need to fix the last one.
If she switches around what happened.. i'm going to be
really upset.

Anyways, other then ( Read more... )

Evan&I were naming all the screen names I have used over
the years and this is what we found... ;

1. starsx bleeding ( Read more... )

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
new layout, I ended up doing it all by myself too! ;D
oh man.. i'm so proud of myself. hm.. there's nothing
really to say other then I miss talking to some people
on here like Christine & Sab. Fuckin ( Read more... )

Nothing in my life has been exciting to talk about
so...there's really nothing to say. I suppose I
shall talk about my weekend. IT SUCKED! ;x
yeah, I just HAD to get sick and miss ETID
at the downtown. ugh. Friday morning I thought I
was all cool for school but then during 3rd
period my fucking immune system thinks otherwise ( Read more... )

My Constant Reminder

I keep on fighting through the broken heart
and I continue fighting through
I know you try to find the best of me
but only the worse is what I loose

You're the constant reminder that flows through my mind everytime I cry
and it seems to me that you care when I get held and you sigh
You're the constant reminder that goes ( Read more... )