I think I've finally figured out what I want and who I want to be. I don't want to be the person I've been lately. I don't like her. She's not me. I'm in there somewhere though, the real me. No more hostility. No more anger. I used to be all about the peace and love. Seeing Kati and Za and being near Genevieve reminded me of that. I think I got ( Read more... )

life is good i can't complain :)

nothing beats great times with good friends
or good times with great friends.
-mary kate and ashley olsen.

what a wonderful birthday.

I'll just be honest. Since I don't see/talk to you anymore I'll do it on here. I read your entries and I don't have any idea who you are. I don't know you anymore. It makes me really sad that I don't know you anymore. I know I never tried to call or keep in touch or anything, and that's my fault, but it still makes me really sad that I have no idea ( Read more... )

I'm still here for you.
Even if you don't want me to be.

One semester over. Thank goodness. College, college. It's just so close. I'm really glad I'll have someone I know at Lee next year. That's exciting news. I've been so much happier lately. From now on I'm staying on the sunny side of life. It's much better over here. So many good things happen when you let them. Really ( Read more... )

Do you have clothes to wear everyday?
Do you have food to eat?
Do you have a car to drive?
Do you have a house to sleep in?

That's what I thought.
Your life doesn't suck after all.

As I sit here to write what I'm thankful for I realize there's no way I possibly could. My family's downstairs and I love them more than I could ever say. They are my biggest fans and always push me to be the best I possibly can. Every one of them blesses me daily. I have a few truly amazing girls that I'm proud to call my best friends. They are ( Read more... )

A friend of mine wrote a song called "Outside Looking In". Maybe you've heard it, maybe you haven't. I don't even know. I feel like that's what I've been for what seems like an eternity. On the outside, looking in on you all. I see so much that you can't see when you're on the inside. As sad as that is, it's true. I had no idea when I was there. ( Read more... )

I've realized a few things recently, out of pure observation and experience. Real friends are always there for you, regardless of what you've been through, or what they've been through, or what your friendship has been through. Real friends get excited with you when something good happens to you, even if it really means nothing to them. Real ( Read more... )