He's too young. I don't get it. 19 years old. How is 19 years long enough? Why did I choose to stay away from him instead of help him? Why? How could I be so selfish and so worried that my image would be ruined if I was his friend? What kind of a person am I...that I would leave a friend when he really needed me? And now he's gone and I'll never be ( Read more... )

My current fears:
Leaving.
Coming home.
Senior Year.
College Auditions/Applications.
Things changing.
Growing up.
Being out of the loop.

That's how I feel.
I will see you all tomorrow/Sunday. :)
I love you.

4 days left. i'm really very sad. our rotunda concert is tonight. it will be absolutley amazing. i wish you could all hear it. oh well. i can't wait for sunday. the fine arts building caught on fire. today we had practice in a smelly dance room. it wasn't very enjoyable. i hated it. oh well. at least no one got hurt in the fire. and the instruments ( Read more... )

Keep holding on. 'Cause you know we'll make it through.

problems..problems..

and the tears begin...

12 days.

wow. so only 2 weeks left. that's sad. no more of that. i'm here in odum library..just chilling with keith and waiting on our third muskateer (sp?) cody to return from panama city. today trae, amanda, and my family came to visit :) that was exciting. but it wasn't long enough. i've missed them so much. my mom brought pictures of sadie since they ( Read more... )

what to do? what to do?

and i would give everything i own ( Read more... )

This weekend I got to see two of my best friends, my boyfriend, and my family. I am currently in Jacksonville, Florida HAVING A GRAND OLD TIME. I'm surprised to admit that I'm actually having a little bit of withdraw from being outside of the magic square. I'm missing it a lot. It's very odd to me. But regardless, today I went to the beach. It was ( Read more... )