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[xlaxios]

havnt updated in a while, but i've had alot on my mind....so as it turns out i am a jerk. i never realized it b4. i just say htings with out even thinking about them soimetimes. i mean they're just words how could they hurt? WRONG! i always thought that the ends would justify the means but as it turns out it doesnt, it never does. many a time

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[plasticxistenc]

You are so completely selfish. you contridicted yourself. you said that you said these words to me, and that they were just words, then told me they didnt mean anything? so where were your good intentions?? was it breaking up with me on the phone? letting me find out from someone else that you lied to me? having me wait three days so you could work up the courage to tell me about her, while making me think that you were 'making a descion"? what was it, because I really cant see. and while we were going out, and I begged you to tell me what was wrong you would say nothing to me, everything you tolld her. could you have possibily made me feel anymore worthless if you tried? where are the good intentions? and then you lied to blair telling her that you had been talking to me, even for 5 seconds, which you didnt. JUST LEARN TO BE HONEST. I just dont understand how a perosn can be so uncaring. You just say the first thing that comes to mind and think that its fine? if you dont think words hurt then your ignorant. they hurt almost as much

[xlaxios]

the good intentions i had were when i lied and said those things i thought they would calm you down or make you feel better and obviously i was wrong. but you are wrong about me not carring i do care, ijust keep fucking things up, "was it breaking up with me on the phone? letting me find out from someone else that you lied to me? having me wait three days so you could work up the courage to tell me about her, while making me think that you were 'making a descion"?" no those were not the good intentions that was me being a coward and hiding in the corner. the one thing that bothers me is i swear i heard your voice on the phone, i swear i did, i dont understand why you say you didnt answer the phone, i could have sworn you did, and now the more i think about it the more im not sure, but if you say you didnt i'll believe you, it would appear i lied again and didnt even realize it. i know that probably doesnt help my case, but im not giving up on you, becasue i do care about you

[talldancergirl]

Yes, you suposedly care about her, and what about me? your "best friend"?

[plasticxistenc]

no, you lied because your selfish, because you were to afraid to tell the truth. You'dreally like to think that you meant well, but I think you know that you didnt. I dont think you'll ever admit it all Im going to do is tell you to look at yourself. look at yourself very closely, mayb e you'll learn somthing new.

and no you did not hear my voice, your imagining things, I dont honestly think your quite right. I looked through the recent calls on my phone and the only one that I got from you was the one that I hit ignore on.

you gave up on me once you can do it again. dont worry Ive given up on myself

[anonymous]

You never cared for her and you know it. Cheating is for cowards.