so steph and i dressed as cholas for cinco de drinko.

and definitely ended up at a mexican's house. oops.

anyways, i'm moving the 31st and all of you need to make plans with me!!! seriously call me up please.

downloaded 16 episodes of AAAHH! Real Monsters

yeah, be jealous.

I'd rather die for a cause than to die just because
we exhaust natural resources forced into wars,
restoring wasteful ways, keeping other countries poor.
"Monkey see, Monkey do" I wonder what those fucking monkeys saw.

...doctor sent me to the hospital. after many blood tests, they determined that i do not have any sort of ulcer.

apparently they're just writing it off as general nausea and stomach upset, but i haven't had any nausea at all. and puking that shit up definitely isn't normal.

but whatever. at least i'm not dying right?

my mom was writing on an old notebook and found on the back, the names of my imaginary friends when i was little, written down by my grandma.

my life just got a little better hahahaha.

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY BITCHESSSSSSSSS

"well i still worry about you, whether i have the right or not."

"A heart is a fragile thing. That's why we protect them so vigorously, give them away so rarely, and why it means so much when we do. Some hearts are more fragile than others. Purer, somehow. Like crystal in a world of glass, even the way they shatter is beautiful."

is it the red wire or the blue wire? just pick one and cut, it just doesn't matter anymore...

this song makes me so happy. i wish i were in california. with rachael. 6 months.