I hate myself so much right now

[xlethalxlipsx]

It's 7:30 in the morning I havent been to bed yet and i feel like i could die right now. I hate myself. billy called me, we made small talk, I was at abby's, she was horny, he came over, they attempted to fuck she didn't like it and we ended up having sex while billy sat on the other bed and watched. I haven't stopped thinking about what I've just

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[chacha_lament]

I've been thinking about this post on and off since I first read it. I think this is because you words seemed so...emotional... You're being very hard on yourself, I think. Everyone has made mistakes at one time or another. That's how we learn. I think maybe this situation has shown you how guilt ridden and horrible you feel being with someone other than the girl you love. I bet the next time, if ever you find yourself in a similar position, the outtcome will be different.
I hope you can put this behind you and forgive yourself.

Chacha