i'm happy. things are going really well. this weekend was good. i got in some trouble on friday but saturday was really fun. i worked til about 10 then went over to johns. (i love that boy!) i like being with him. and sunday i worked til 2:30. me and john and beth went to the mall. i don't think he really wanted to go, just because it was the mall ( Read more... )

yay for auburn that is only 2 days away!
yay for yardboys! (who isnt my yardboy anymore because he quit his job.)
yay for country music!
yay for mcdonald's crispy chicken sandwiches.

the end.

Fuck oak mountain high school. Fuck all the people that attend oak mountain high school. (accept maybe a few) i cannot wait to get out of that stupid school.

i am so happy. and i cant stop thinking about him. i want this to work so bad.

..and im kinda thinking it will..

keep praying for james skoney. he is like my brother these days.. i want him to be okay.

ah i am fucking retarded. i dont even think i like stephen anymore. now its someone ive been friends with forever so i cant like.. TELL him i like him. thats weird. i wouldnt wanna "ruin the friendship" (what a bullshit excuse.) but at the same time it'd be so awesome if he knew and liked me back..

i dont want to go to school. fuck it.

today was daddys birthday.
so i went to see his grave. i miss him.
and somebody had already been there today because there were flowers there when we got there.
i wonder who it was.
on february 6th it will be four years since he died. thats awhile.
it feels like so long ago but at the same time it feels like yesterday.

auburn won the sugar bowl.

everyone pray for james.
his mom died.
i just got back from tennessee from the funeral.
i feel so bad for him.
keep him and his family in your thoughts.

i hate stephen. why cant i just get over him?!!?

okay yay. i have a nextel now. my number is still 205-540-6881. my dc number is154*134033*20. so beep me!

im excited. i got a sweet call from a sweet boy tonight. not stephen.. a different boy. ive never talked to him on the phone before and the call was so random it made me smile. :).  he said he is gonna take me out sometime this week and that ( Read more... )

today has been a very powerful day. i've decided no more stephen. i TMed him last night and just flat out asked him if he liked me and i got no response. im not an idiot i know how to take that. no response means no feelings. so this is my turning point. after 6 months im ready to move on. if he decides he wants an actual relationship maybe ill ( Read more... )