Last night was amazing

Tbs was awesome

"Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens....." haha i hate that part now :(.

The ride home was fun too because i was told i hated camels baby jesus and the three wise men because i envy'd there wiseness.

Just all in all an amazing night.

Things still suck. Things arnt getting much easier being home sucks, not because anyones mean but just because its depressing. I feel so bad and want to make everything better with everyone. No one deserves what there getting. I wish this didnt happen to my mom. Shes a great person and one of the nicest people i know. I want to be like her. She ( Read more... )

Im starting to feel a little better. TBS is in 2 days that will be a fun night no matter who i end up going with. I really hope alex can go. I havent see nhim in a while and hes a really good friend of mine and i heart him. I heart him a lot.

and i dont even know who you are.

i hate today

I really miss everyone. I havent seen anyone in a long time. Mike and Nicky i havent seen in forever :(. Im probally grounded next weekend too. If thats the case ima kill myself. I cant stand being here alone i need to be out with my friends.

On another note i think everybody should see the movie "Waking Life" . Its very different.

I feel like writing in this again because in the future it will remind me of a lot of memories. Well lately as many of you know ive been grounded. It fuckin sucks so much. I really hate this house, when im here i become extremely bored and stressed out. I can not even begin to tell you how badly i want to get out of this house. I also think im a ( Read more... )

I just want to thank Jeff Alex Mike Tomtom Grace Steph Jill and Catherine. You guys are my real friends.

fuck people, they suck. Not all... but most.

i hate knowing that i miss everyone and no one misses me