**The Number is for the What book it falls under in the series ( Read more... )

I am babysitting 2 kids and i am dying! i love children but these children are hyperactive and driving me crazy. This is the 3rd week of babysitting and waking up at the crack of dawn and waiting till 6 for their mother to come and get them... I love them because they are family but after 15 days i think i am actually going crazy. THey argue every ( Read more... )

How would you save my life? would you reach out a hand and say everything is okay. would you ignore me until a better day ( Read more... )

I think if i could die i would have died my sophomore year of high school. That was one of the best years of my life. I lost the weight i wanted(maybe not my goal) but i drop down to the smallest size i've ever been. There was a ton of people that i hung out with. I did really fun and interesting things and it seemed like i was finding myself. SO ( Read more... )

WOW its the night or morning of thanksgiving and i am ready for that turkey.. okay not really because personally i hate turkey. Not my favorite kind of meat but i would like to have something like ham or chicken.. not beef thats just weird. Yes, I am talking to you beefy eaters out there! Just kidding if thats how you roll during turkey day then ( Read more... )

I am hating that i procrastinated in learning this monologue! it sucks so bad! I hate mesmerizing these lines... And i am going to try out for the musical at my school .. we are putting up the production of Cinderella...Which i am asian and black... i dont think i am going to get a lead role for that but hell i can try!

Wish me luck!

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I hear it all over school now that Obama won the 2008 election. I live in a southern state and a lot of people are mad. They say stuff to us like they would move to Canada and racist comment about him. People i thought that were my friends say rude things because he is a black man. I would understand if you voted for McCain if you believe in the ( Read more... )

at this point in time i dont give a fuck about anything anymore. I dont even care. Dont want to be fucking cheery anymore and i am really starting to hate life. I give my all and feels like i get shit in return. But, who am i to blame but myself what i give is what i get. Who did i piss out in my pass life. Not that i believe in reincarnation. If ( Read more... )

This is for those fellas out there who dont know how to us ladies and to those women who has been hurt because of it!

BEYONCE- If I were a boy(a new song) everyone has probably heard it!
This for me is dedicated to a boy who did this to me and is losing me... right now.

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I cant look in my parents eyes to see the pain and disappointment. They are suffering and i cant do anything to help. The money problems are wearing them down. Nothing in this world seems right anymore. Dont u hate to see your family suffer? i do. It tears me up that i am a waste of space. I can see it in their eyes, they dont have to say it. I ( Read more... )