i feel weird today,
studied for 5hours-ish
but i feel really lonely

i guess i deserved that

xxmexx

isnt it funny how things you thought would go badly go well?
or things you thought would go well go badly?
or sometimes there is just a mixture of the two.
But does any of that really matter when your sharing it with the people you love?

the other nite felt wrong and uncharacterist of me.
I didnt really enjoy that part.
liked the rest though
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such a beasting weekend!
in short-
went home from school to sarahs, had ages to get ready a grand change. Went up to Nivs getting SO lovst on the way.  Saw sdome people that i havnt seen in ages! loved it!
GRand party except that i was stuck in a toilet for over an hour helping this practically comotosed guy. why is it always me?
then dave and tyler ( Read more... )

had such a lovely weekend,

friday i went to see Memoire of a Geisa, which is an amazing film, and then went shop[ping with the mother.
Friday nite was loris house, adn had a nice wee nite in teh a bunch of people. All are really decent people.

Saturday was grand, had an unusual wee sleep in till about 12, and got a nice wee early call from vicky.
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Valentines day again ( Read more... )

how perfect was todays weather?! It was actually beautiful, although it was cold. But you kin get used to it!
Sorry lol.

Today was alright, nothing that exciting, but it never is...infact thats a lie. lol
HOw can we be made to do an essay on something that we havnt done?! is it just me or does that seem stupid
to you too??

I still cannot shake this ( Read more... )

been a while.
wanting things to go back to the way they were
yeah
dont know what happened.  things bitttttt screwed up but that always happens rite?
really really really missing a few people! Hope they know who they are
dont like it when things change!
oh aye n ruths taking me out on half day?! lmao should be good? (if it dont go wrong lol) :D

xxmexx

this is for JIL because i love her to pieces and pieces and pieces!!!!!!

shes shamazin and we ALL know it!  Dont denie it!! cause its so true!

For Jill!!!

love you hen

xxmexx

lol, today i was jsut saying how i never come on this anymore!  But i have to get a wee few thingies straight.

Im going to start having my own oppinions and stop just agreeing with everyone.  Im not saying 'Oh im going to change' , i always say that and it never ever happens lol.  So this time i wont.

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FAte has a Fucking sad way of showing you things.  LIke a mistake that goes on to lead to another whole topic?  it was like my wee angel going 'Dont you fucking go downt his road again, I cant handle it'  I think iv learnt this time.  Perhaps not that im ill in the head, but also that i can trust people.

It just shows that you can have faith in ( Read more... )