i haven't a clue what my AP Statistics (or Sadistics) teacher is talking about. in fact, i've been pretty clueless for the past chapter and a half. however, rather than do something to help myself at present, i'm keeping up with the carolina game via Gametracker play-by-play. *sigh* student jamie at her worst, and senioritis at its best. boooo stat ( Read more... )

here is sit in AP stat, in the middle of a row of my fellow students, and i'm feeling a lot like i'm in a certain scene in Garden State. He's sitting at the party, with everything flashing by and countless people surrounding him, but remains static, unaffected, watching, detached. there are people talking and laughing on either side, but i don't ( Read more... )

it's been forever since an update, but i wanted to wish everyone a happy valentine's day and/or (as my dear ryan said it) "singles awareness day ( Read more... )

days like this, i'd almost give anything to flee from this place and never look back. what happened to home? home is in randleman, lexington, morganton, raleigh, hickory, chapel hill... certainly not here. not these days ( Read more... )

school has resumed, reminding me once more of how much

...i miss my govies.

wow.... great night at work, and now... only 7 hours between me and the Las Vegas trip with Tanner!!! beyond excited here. aaaanyway, i'll talk to all of you in a few days! <3

After my utter frustration last night, John left me the following quote in a message. it's quite true and helped to put things in perspective. thanks, john ( Read more... )

holy god... yeah, about that earlier entry? it doesn't matter where i go to college, as long as i no longer have to share habitation with these people!!! grrr...

i hate that things are so up in the air while my future hangs in the balance. i know i'm not alone in it, by any means, but i'm getting nervous and doubtful about college decisions. i've planned on carolina, and have been hoping against hope to get in. i know it would be a great springboard into any future, i have some of my best friends there ( Read more... )

I spent a time this morning listening to music and reading my real journal from my stay at GSW. I loved being reminded of certain experiences and thoughts that I had almost forgotten having. It was peaceful, and I'm looking forward to feeling that real and complete again. The following seemed extraordinarily appropriate ( Read more... )