yesterday was horrible, i never want to experience that again..

i didn't even get to see his body, which still makes me want to believe it's not true
i'm going to miss that kid, he changed my life in so many ways

i still wish it wasn't true
death happens to all of us, some just sooner than others

i guess it has taught be to live each day as if it we're ( Read more... )

me and my "bff" broke up yesterday

four years just went down the drain, over fuck i don't even know the reason behind why we aren't friends. i just never thought that this would happen

...i've been better

october 20, 2007
^ one of the best days of my life ^
i did community service

i painted faces all day,
with my 5 favorite people
life couldn't get any better

i have come to realize that nobody ever listens to me
everyone thinks i'm some stupid teenager
which is so far from the truth
i have things to say
so listen

insomnia is taking over my thoughts
and the clock on this computer is 6 minutes fast

i hate being around these so called human beings
they make me so sick with everything they do
the way they walk, talk and even breath
they are sorry excuses for humans

america is full of hypocrites

i have never been so happy
life is swell  

woah these past two days have been so great
oh man you have absoulty no idea

well first of all i saw teddy for the first time in what felt like forever
he is out of jail for good and i missed him so fucking much
i ran into daveith' house and gave teddy the most hardcore hug ever
followed by some nice kisses, man i am so glad he is back

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i am really upset that matthew is leaving next tuesday
and it sucks that ill be in school when he does
but i am so excited about monday morning
you dont even know 
!!!

In the past 6 months I have learned more about myself than I ever though I would be able to handle. I have changed so much from the person I use to be while I was dating Drew. Being without him has made me independent. Before we broke up I relied on him and other people but now that we arent together have I learned to live on my own without anyones ( Read more... )

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