i dunno. i haven't talked to mike for the last 2 days, and today is gonna be 3. he's usually on in the mornings, but he hasn't been. although he did come on yesterday afternoon when i was at work. and yesterday was our 2 months and he didn't even acknowledge it. =( i dunno lately i've just been feeling worthless. why am i here? i hate summer, i ( Read more... )

oh wow! i am truly in love! fa reeeal! omg, yes i've said this before, but i swear this time it's the truth and its for real. he IS the one!! i love micheal so freakin much. i don't know where i would be without him. he's so amazing! yesterday night. this kid garrett flipped out on me and he was swearing at me in like every sentence. i told mike ( Read more... )

i am in LOVE!

<3

haven't updated for a looong time. well lets see. micheal and i are GREAT for all you who care lol. Wednesday I left for south carolina. and mike spent the whole day with me which i liked. and i got a total of 3 hugs. lol its funny cuz i was talkin about the 3 hugs to my friend and he mentioned it to me. he was all like "yay i got 3 hugs ^.^" lol. ( Read more... )

UHHH..grr. ok so yes. today started out yummy. i waited for micheal. and he came over and sat next to me and was like "wanna try hanging out with nate?" and i said sure. so i went with him to his friends. and nate was all like "wow you came over here!!" lol. cuz i was talkin to him the day before. so ya i hung out with them till the bell rang ( Read more... )

omg...like 5 freakin guys like me ( Read more... )

Life is SO great right now ( Read more... )

why does my life have to freakin suck when it comes to relationships? all kinds..friendships and bf gf wise. i can't stand this. all i want is a normal bf gf relationship. whats wrong with holding hands? seriously. this is bugging the fuck out of me..

so sick!
i don't feel good at all
and the shitty weather doesnt halp any
=(
<33

not much to say today ( Read more... )