johnny's sleeping in my bed. jeremy's in the guest room. i have to decide whether i want to floor or to sleep with johnny. hm. decisions! ha ( Read more... )

untitled number twoagainst the drawn out sky ( Read more... )

this scream. will shatter the streetlights.
will shatter the dreams of such a
sleepy town.
you'll all know.
how it feels.
how i feel.
tonight.
tonight.
tonight.

the sidewalk is so cold.

( the cold air will push your hard heart away )

autumn sets
twilight come in october
ablaze.
with the sky on fire
lingering ash inside starved lungs

i'll die with the sun tonight

+.+

yeah. its not great.

yeah. i need to sleep.

blue pen for the eyes
fold you in like origami
dot.dot. blue pen for the eyes

a shirt pocket, the perfect size
where you can feel my heart beat

my heart beat
playing the songs of you

+.+

it sucks.

laying on the sidewalk. staring at stars. hide and go seek. watching them hold hands making me feel empty. screaming dashboard in the car ride back

the person i never ever wanted to let down ( Read more... )

alcoholic afternoons
you are november
with your autumn leaf smile
so crushing and fragile

fluttering.

into the red and orange background
of a lovers silhouette
you are my november.

+ . +

accidents aren't this beautifulin a crash of strawberry kissed hair ( Read more... )

bryce gets all the cute girls. jenna is awesome. chase got high for the first time. vanessa is happy. jon's an asshole. jamie's a tease. jeremy is straight edge. sean is hilarious. david is one of the most genuine guys out there.

( turn your love box on )

attention:
i'm starting a donation fund: Orgasmic-ExpressJeans-For-Steve-Fund. i know you want to donate. any money would be greatly appreciated. since i have a dollar in my wallet, i cant get them. and trust me. they're orgasmic jeans. i mean. i dont even like the way i look. but i tried on those jeans and oh my god. my ass is just stunning. ( Read more... )

i felt so sad last night. i just layed there and i thought i was going to break down and cry or something. so i finished invisible monsters by my god, chuck palahniuk. i have four out of five of his books. i highly.. highly.. recommend any.. any.. of his books. if you really want something completely genius, read his stuff. anyway. i was so tired ( Read more... )