huh. i am bored. bored. bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored! Yay!!! anyways... hmmm... the past couple of days have been ok. i hate really liking some1 and knowing they have no interest in me. and for that person all i have to say is i hate you. you might know who u are and you might not. but i will see you soon ( Read more... )

Heyheyhey. i woke up today and went to play paintball. i love paintball. it was soo fun. i got a paintball grenade for my birthday so i used it. lol. it backfired literally. the guy picked it back up and threw it at robin. fun stuff. i also got impaled through the arm by a tree limb. it hurt really really bad and i was bleeding but it was fun in ( Read more... )

hey peoples. havnt had alot of time to write. but now i do... well i am 16 as of the 25th. fun stuff. i had a party at stephy's place. it was cool. i liked it. i just got back from saturday school so i thought ide write. i see all these people with their bf's and gf's and it makes me feel lonely. plus i found out from word of mouth tht alyson likes ( Read more... )

well my big brother shawn is here now. its cool. we took our spare room and made it awesomness! in this room we have: 2 computers,2 TV's, 2 playstation 2's, 2 X-boxes, 2 Digital cameras, and one very nice 5 disc stereo. Beat that sukkas!!! lol. not to mention that our living room is also the best. huge stereo system in there with a 6 disc dvd ( Read more... )

my big brother should be here thursday night.. fun stuff. im goin to try and get the school 2 let him like shadow me friday. just so i can introduce him to the school and peeps. its gunna be a big change 4 him guyz. so dont be all scarey yet. wait a week. lol. but seriously his old school had like 450 peeps. our freshman class alone is bigger than ( Read more... )

ok... yesterday i woke up and played paintball. it was awesome... as u all know... but after tht i went to the military ball. i went with this senior from etowah. she looked soooooooooooooooooo beautiful. i was there with the hottest girl. the whole way there (in her car) we were laughing. then when we got there i kept her laughing. did i mention ( Read more... )

oh my holy god!!! i love paintball... just got back from playin and i am bleedin and bruised and swollen and sore... but i just had the best time of my life. i used to suck!!! but this time i was like shootin every1 in the head. and charging into like 20 people at a time. lol. ( more like 3 ( Read more... )

hmmm. not much has happened. went to school. got home. took a nap. talked to emily andrew and megan online. andrew was being x-rated. megan was being funny sendin me sound clips and music. and emily was being normal online emily. lol. not sayin a damn thing. lol. i think its just me. cuz she rarely talks to me. oh well. startin to get over it. it ( Read more... )

well tonight i asked Emily basically if i had any chance. she said no. its not surprising. i just wish she hadnt. oh well. at least she still wanted to be friends. i guess thats a good thing. even though ima still like her. which is gunna be kinda blah... thts the way things are. what els is there to say? i got drunk today. lol. good times. ran ( Read more... )

well... hmmm.... my friday was ok i guess... i went to derreks house and spent the night. while i was there i did some construction work. i made some tables for inside there house and built the deck to the back of the house. it was fun. i like being able to build something with my own two hands. it feels good. then i came home at like 4 pm on ( Read more... )