hey/ you wanna here how my life is today/ you really wanna see what i have to say/ here it goes/ fuck the world/ is that ok/ you dont like me now/ but i never liked you anyways/ when i was born you were locked up/ because of you i got shot up/ but you did give me a name/ its damion/ the son of satan/ peek-a-boo/ here i am/ i hope i really am damned ( Read more... )

im on pills/ones that are tiny but they can kill/ i wish they would/ but there here so im not ill/ i wanna get out/ but im being held against my will/ my mind is a car/ with nobody behind the wheel/ so you ask whats my deal/ i hurt physically and mentally/ thats why they pop 5o/ of these aw week/ into me/ i got so many pain killers and brain ( Read more... )

well i thought things were gunna be great... but... somehow these things always fall apart. i wish people were more up front. i wish they would just be like hey. i dont like you so it is futile for you to try. but oh well. cant have everything we want. i might as well just turn gay. wheres Andrew??? lol... well im gunna be writing for a while. i ( Read more... )

i see death around the corner ( Read more... )

scary dream last night. in my dream i got ready for school and walked into my livingroom. when i entered it warped into a funeral home. my brother and my grandpa were both in there caskets. it was weird. well then i woke up. i looked at the clock and only had 2 minutes to get to the bus so i brushed my teeth n ran out the door. kinda off to a bad ( Read more... )

i woke up today and it was snowing. my mom left for aruba today. her salon always goes on big cruises to little islands. now im left with the step dad. i called my friends up but they kinda ditched me. then i called my X. i know i shouldnt have but... lately i feel so lonely. i have no one to talk to. well i called and ended up asking if she would ( Read more... )