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Feb 11, 2007 18:14

There are moments when I wish I could move to some cabin in an incredibly beautiful area with green hills and crystal clear lakes in the summer and lots of snow in the winter. I would take bunches of photos, write short stories, draw, and listen to Sigur Ros, Loreena McKennitt, Hilmar Örn Hilmarsson and other beautiful sounding musical acts ( Read more... )

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mattyblah February 12 2007, 08:56:48 UTC

be carefullllll with that stuff seany its bad news

xllbnfx February 12 2007, 20:19:32 UTC

I know. Which is why I haven't taken any medications. When I was in elementary school I was put on Ritalin due to a minor case of ADD as well as my learning disabilities. My mom took me off the medication, though, because during the evenings when it started leaving my system I would have severe mood swings and lash out. Ever since I just delt with being moderately ADD and tried my hardest to focus and study. But now things are just getting too much for me. I can't study at all no matter how hard I try. I just can't sit for more than 5 minutes without becoming distracted. Really, the only thing that keeps my grades up in classes are papers and class/homework (if we are given any.) I have never in my life gotten better than a low B on a test. In college I've never gotten anything higher than a C. I need something to help me or else I feel as though I will not achieve what I want to ( ... )

mattyblah February 13 2007, 01:39:19 UTC

hmmm maybe i should come over everynight and make you focus! Actually, that wouldn't work at all. We would just have pillow fights, make foods, watch movies, and walk about the town. It would be fun though!!!
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mattyblah February 13 2007, 10:35:38 UTC

that shit really messed up my life for a while..
i know you don't come to any conclusion without carefully considering its ramifications..and i know your a grown up.. i just want you to be ok seany

oh________brad March 13 2007, 22:27:22 UTC

i found you from modblog with the rat in your ear. i thought it was cute and clicked your name and went to your iam page. your mods are really rockin and now i sound like an idiot. more to the point, cheers, and have a good life. :)