Goodbye Cruel World

[xloathd]

My heart spills out into my fingers, through my pen and onto this piece of God forsaken piece of paper.I wake up everyday, without a purpose or place, constantly pondering tomorrow, hoping it never comes. Why hope when there is no guarantee that tomorrow will be better than today, no guarantee that I will ever feel happy again. How can there be

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[theanimitgal13]

sarah dont do anything stupid!

[xloathd]

I wasn't going to do anything stupid. The thought never crossed my mind. I just wanted to open up my mind to the people who can't understand why I am this way. People always complain about how selfish I act, how I never listen. But really they are the ones who never listen. Maybe they will ilsten to me for once.

[iheartnathans]

aww...be careful. it would be terrible if anything bad happened... :(

<3333

[xloathd]

nothing bad will ever happen. I promise. I just want people to listen to me.
<3333

[xloathd]

I miss you Jessy >.

[purifiedhatred]

who wants to join my lame ass community? Itd kick some major arse if you did.

its an anti ed community, i thought you might be interested, i just started it. if not, thats fine too :)

[xloathd]

*joined* Finally somewhere people like me can go with this problems...... kinda

[purifiedhatred]

thank you for joining ^^ hopefully the community will get bigger and really amount to something. people who are or arent ana/mia are free to join, just realizing that its a problem ya know. <3

[xloathd]

yeahs. It's a terrible problem. It's led me to so many health problems which are somewhat ruinning my life. But I'll make it...... hopefully