"No one can make you feel inferior without your consent."-Eleanor Roosevelt

[xlongxdecemberx]

Ever feel as if you're ugly? It seems as if every possible attractive part of you has performed a complete 180 and become bland and gross.

I've looked in the mirror. I think about how pretty I've appeared in pictures. You know, wonder what happened to suddenly change from that to...this. It's so weird. I don't mean to be self-depricating, but it

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[drummajorman]

It's all about U of Washington

[xlongxdecemberx]

But why? Come on, smart guy, include some commentary! :)

[drummajorman]

because...it's awesome?

Another long, rambling comment from Eden :) You know you love these ;)

[passyouby]

What I think of the whole Ilana-not-feeling-attractive thingy: you are, truly, one of the most oh-my-god-look-at-that-girl-across-the-room, breathtakingly, incredibly, knocks-everyone-in-a-10-mile-radius-off-their-feet gorgeous people in the ENTIRE WORLD. REALLY. YOU ARE. (and wow, that was a lotta hyphens!) Although I am nowhere near you on the gorgeousness scale (this isn't self-depricating, it's just true), I think I understand how you're feeling. I think it might be because you've been feeling sick a lot recently, because attractiveness really isn't something you think about unless it's like thrown in your face- and it happens at the most stupid times, like when you feel sick and you've been sleeping all day. Icky

[ritehereritenow]

FEll better! I say hawaiin pacific yo!

[ismellwindex]

i totally agree with what eden said about how gorgeous you are...you really are!

yay im going to etw! i dont relaly know too many people, sooo yeah...but we know how alex makes friends, right? heh

aaand...ucla! unless theres some reason it isnt already on there? im definitely applying there...in 2 months! woo!

[passyouby]

OMG!!! I'm (probably) going to miss your first regional weekend?!?! Awwwwwwww :( You're going to have an amazing time though :) I'm soooo excited for you.. just tell everyone you know me and they'll know you're cool ;)

[goonie_4_life]

i totally understand wat your going through on the"not feeling so attractiveness" thing....dont worry, the feeling will lessen and u will feel back to beautiful in no time :)