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[xlostgrlx]

so been feelin really shitty for a while now. its so hard to express things. even writing this makes me tired. its depressing how i used to be able to think and write and write forever just a constant stream of thoughts and get it all out in a catharsis kind of thing but now i have to force myself to do anything. ive been realizing im boring--

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[ssssomaaaa]

i'm someone else and i don't hate you. i've never hated you. and you aren't worthless. confused maybe, but not worthless. i love you elise! and so do all your friends! don't hate yourself.

Elise, it's Jenna

[jainanicole]

ive been realizing im boring--everyone else has SOMETHING, that i just dont have

You would not believe how many people have told me they felt that way this year. Hell, I feel like that every day. And believe me, for every one thing we have that you don't, you've got TEN things on us!

i'm so sick of talking/thinking only aobut myself but thats the only thing right now i can do. ... i. i. i.

It's your journal, sweetie. You're entitled. This is your own haven, your place to rant, and if you feel the need to talk about yourself, then by all means do so. It's better to get all of this crap out than to keep it inside.

he's expecting me to emerge completely different when the meds kick in but i dunno if that will happenMeds suck ass. Believe me, I've been there. Ahem. That is all. :P