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[xlostpercentx]

Who ever you are, Stop living in your fantasy world, open your eyes, what you want is right in front of you.

dont hide behind your image, your "personalities", friends, excuses, ect.

Dont worry so much about everything, just know whatever happens today, will be just another memory tomorrow.

Thats all I can say for now, you fill in the blanks.

Comments

[findour]

We dont have personalities... And the "today will just be a memory tomorrow" works great for temporary suffering like food poisoning or a stubbed toe, but what about stuff you do (or dont) that you regret cause they dont stay confined to one day, but rather reach out and fuck up the rest of your life?

[xlostpercentx]

well yeah haha, iv been through alot, things only fuck up your life if you let them. That quote just means, let it go. Iv lived with a heroin addict, coke head father, been arrested twice, gotten my ass beaten alot, lived with mentally and physically abusive boyfriends of my mother, failed a grade, ran away from home, did hard drugs for 3 years.
I could be in a deep hole right now because of all of that, I used to really hate my self and every one else.
And iv figured out, thats no way to live, Iv changed my attitude.
i went to counseling for a long time to realize that whatever happens to me, is up to me. Acting out b/c your life wasnt/isnt so great, is what makes those problems reach out and fuck your life up.
I dont really know how to explain it, you'de have to live my life to understand what im talking about.

[findour]

wow, y'know, I think you just really helped me a lot. that's amazing. cant change the past anyway, so fuck it. it's not like you can pick two forks in a road (or tines on a fork), so just pick and get on with it.
it's weird how people seem to be happy or sad regardless of their situation. like, my life on paper seems pretty good, but I'm shitting bricks. and like if you've ever met a chronically depressed person, they always find something to be miserable about, no matter how many of their problems are solved.
anyway, thanks a lot.

[xlostpercentx]

hey, no problem dude