i am so pissed at everything right now. everyone at work is just starting crap. i didn't do anything to you......why do you hate me?

1. Have we kissed ( Read more... )

ok well i have come to the conclusion that no one ever reads this and i don't know why i waste my time even writing it. but i guess i have to make someone up to talk to, so it might as well be the computer screen because at leats it will actually listen and no talk back. i have noticed that as much as i want friends and i want to fit in it is so ( Read more... )

ok well....i got a job, broke up with my boyfriend, dropped my phone in a toilet, got back with my boyfried, realised valentine's day sucks, hung out with NO ONE...
yeah that is basically it.
but eric is bringing me something today after school..oh oh

i'm nervous......

i wonder what it is

hm..... so things at school kinda suck..... but it will all be ok i guess... i always feel alone unless i am with him i can be with those ppl at school and they act like i'm not there. but anyways....

well for those of you who know who he is then u should know that a lot of f*cked up sh*t happened today.

people are so dumb

they will never realize

well i have managed to push everyone away now to the point where they just don't want to be around any more ( Read more... )

wow it has been a while. well..... tomorrow is my birthday. whoohoo!!! not really that excited it just means i am that much closer to getting wrinkles j/k j/k it is kinda cool i guess. jess is throwing me a surprise birthday party. i kinda found out but i am still gonna act surprised ( Read more... )

ok so i kow it has been a while buti haven't really had much to say, literally. i haven't been able to talk. i had to get surgery and i couldn't talk because i had to get the little thng under my tongue cut and it swelled up like 6 times what it should have been. but other than that......everything has pretty much sucked ( Read more... )

well what can i saw i followed the crowd and now look where i have landed my self, writing in a livejournal. i always told my self that i would never,ever do this because everyone else did and it just seemed way too over rated, but now it just doesn't seem like such a bad idea. post my thoughts and see what people have to say about it. but too bad ( Read more... )