i had a good 4th ! ... i really wish i could tell a certain someone how much i love her !! but i cant ... im sooooooo weak ! haha oh well fireworks are good explosions great .. burning hair .. BAD smoke bombs smelly ... fights silly .... fourth of july amazing .!!

i hate my heart i hate my lungs i hate my headaches my vision that comes with my headaches my confusion my anxiety , panic attacks , forgetfullness , neck twitches ... blood issues , ...im sooooo sick of it i want to be healthy like when i was a little kid ... no wait i wasnt healthy then either .. wTF is wrong with me i wanna die sometimes just so ( Read more... )

i feel like its my time and that i should take it for everything its worth ...
i got a good life and i need a good lady by my side still searchin ... no rush

feelin low on friends but the once i got id die for em if needed thats truth ... and nothing more ...

i love real life ....even when it sucks!!!

when the weather is fine you got women you got women on your mind ( Read more... )

im out ... yeh i got a house .... with donnie and robby ... : )

sooo the ocean and me are soulmates .... its soo powerful and its soo mysterious everytime i see it i get shivers ... im in love i wanna be one with it ... its where i feel most content this whole weekend has been perfect from the terrible hotel that was soo terrible i loved it and all its character to the ocean which was ....undescribably perfect ( Read more... )

Sooo i dunno if i liked this weekend or not .....i felt blank the whole time .... i hurt my leg ... my whole body aches like the devil not that thats any different i always hurt ....i feel like nothing in my life is active like im just stuck where i am and i cant escape stupidity and repetition ... its like everyone around me and everyone i ( Read more... )

I NEEEED somethin new ... i want something different , i want excitement and adventure this time ... i want something ive never dreamnt of .. i want happiness and love ...i want love that stays ....

GIVE ME IT gosh !

It keeps getting better .... went to see man man and cursive in atlanta this weekend .."random road trip " and it was sooooo fun !! almost jumped in the coosa river everyone chickened out !! hung out with my most favorite friends !!! got my crip rag stolen in atl . then i come home to play kickball and go to thomas to have a lot of fun with all my ( Read more... )

this was the best weekend in a long time ... kickball ... Freezin cold river water swimmin ... suntan ...seein jenny capps ...cody lucas bday party haha dirty pool trampoline jumpin.. and friends ... makin MUSIC .... loving , just ....ahhhh soo much goodness in this whole weekend ... i lovve my friends .. !