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[xlovehatex]

Well today was CRAP!!! People suck! I suck! It's funny because I went to the pier for a little while after school and I wanted to jump so badly. I dont know what the fuck stopped me. I have nothing to live for so why not. I sat their staring at the water and wondering why I cant ever be happy. When I am truly happy it gets ruined by someones

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[sour_stars]

people suck ;/ the waters too cold to jump into sillyyy hehe
i understand you with the why do i live, and why cant i be happy stuff, it seems like every good thing that happens comes back and hurts me ... more than it made me happy, but i guess you cant focus on that cuz things have to get better... eventually?

[xlovehatex]

Yeah, but the thing is it hasn't gotten better in a LONG time. And when it starts to it turns to shit. I dont know maybe I was being over dramatic but I'm just sick of being shit on. <3

b happy

[dashed_dreamer]

i know i don't know u well yet but life sucks. everyone has their own way of dealing with it. don't do something u'd regret. it'll all blow over soon, at least that's what i've been told before. <3

Re: b happy

[xlovehatex]

Thanx for the kind words <3, my friends usually say "suck it up". That was nice for a change. <3