Finding You Chapter 23
Title: Finding You
Chapters: 23/?
Pairing: EunHae
Disclaimer: I don’t own them, only the weird plot.
Rating: PG-13
Summary: The new kid and Donghae’s distraction.
Note: This is written from Donghae and Ryeowook’s point of view.
>>> This is dedicated to all of you who commented last chapter <3 I seriously lost my muse and the only reason i could write this was because of you guys <3 I hope it isn't as crappy as i feel it is. I will do better :D love you guys <3
Donghae’s P.O.V.
“Class this is Kim Kibum, the new student” I sort of hear the teacher say, to be honest I had other things on my mind but the name is familiar to me.
I once knew a Kim Kibum, but that was a long time ago.
I don’t bother to turn my attention to the class; all I can think about is how I felt when Hyukjae was going to kiss me. It was different, yeah we’ve kissed before and each one was magical but this one seemed like it was going to be different. Like our first kiss, or should I say our first kiss of me being in love. Just thinking about it makes me want to strangle Ryeowook, why did he have to ruin it.
I sigh dramatically and then jump when I hear the bell ring, was class already over?
“What was that?” I ask when I feel Ryeowook standing beside me, so I turn my face to him
“That was the lunch bell” he informs me with a laugh “man you seriously have it bad”
“You’re telling me, I don’t think I’ve been able to breathe properly since yesterday” I admit
“What happened yesterday?” Ryeowook pries
“Nothing” I reply, the first person I tell I love Hyukjae will be Hyukjae.
“Let’s get something to eat I’m starving” I add before I stand up and start to walk to the cafeteria.
When we’ve gotten our food and settled into our seats we start to eat, and it isn’t until 2 bites in that I realize Ryeowook is staring at me instead of eating.
“What?” I ask bringing my hand up to my face “do I have something on my face?”
“No you don’t have anything on your face” Ryeowook says
“Then what are you staring at?” I question
“I was just trying to see what the big deal was” He answers
“What are you talking about?” I ask him
“I mean I understand why Hyukjae was staring at you but that new kid couldn’t take his eyes off you and I just wanted to know what the big deal was”
“What are you talking about? What new kid?” I ask, I think Ryeowook has lost his mind.
“The new kid, Kim Kibum, he was practically sitting next to you all class” he informs
“Okay” I say slowly, I know a Kim Kibum but it couldn’t be him, he’s in America.
I take another bite of food only to realize Ryeowook is still staring at me “WHAT?” I yell a little too loudly “Sorry but why are you still staring at me?” I ask
“I seriously don’t get it, I mean you’re hot but I’ve seen hotter, I have hotter” Ryeowook says, I know he’s talking about Yesung and I smile because I have a brilliant idea to get Ryeowook to stop looking at me.
“Wookie don’t you think Yesung Hyung will be upset if he found out you aren’t eating?” I ask faking innocence.
“Ah yeah I guess” he says before he starts eating, putting all his concentration on his plate. At least he wasn’t staring at me anymore, but who was this new kid, and why was he staring at me?
I would get my answers soon, because apparently this guy was in my class and he sat close to me, all I had to do was wait until lunch was over; so I went back to eating my food.
As soon as the bell rang signaling that lunch was over I jumped out of my seat excited to go back to class.
“What’s gotten into you?” Ryeowook asks fallowing me back to class
“Duh I wanna meet this mystery man who is smitten with me” I tease
“An hour ago you didn’t even know this kid existed” Ryeowook scoffs before settling down in his chair
“Yeah well I need something to take my mind off…things” I admit, the reason I wanted to see this kid was so I could stop thinking about Hyukjae.
“Yeah I know what things are on your mind” Ryeowook teases
“When did you get so mean” I ask and Ryeowook just shrugs his shoulders as a response.
I sit down in my seat and eagerly await the new kids return.
He’s taking forever to come back to class and out of boredom I turn my head back towards the window and I can see the tree, our tree. I smile as my mind floods with memories of Hyukjae, I can’t believe in a little over 2 weeks how far we’ve come. He’s made me bleed, cry, and fall in love; it was fast, but with him it felt so right.
I don’t know what happened, one minute I was waiting for the new kid to enter class and the next thing I know the bell is wringing signaling the end of class.
Did I seriously miss a whole day of class thinking about Hyukjae?
I start to gather my things and put them away when I hear someone clear there throat. That’s odd Ryeowook would just call my name or something if he wanted my attention, so I look up only to be met by the face of the ‘new’ kid.
Except it wasn’t a new face at all. In fact it was the face of someone I really hoped I would never have to see again.
“Ryeowook if you’ll excuse me I will be leaving first” I say as I grab my bag and run out the door, not bothering to hear his response.
I had to get away, from this place, from him. Why did he show up here? Why now? Why isn’t he in America? How did he find me? What does he want? My mind is racing with a thousand questions, but one thing was for sure, I needed to run.
I had a decision to make, if I go right it leads me home but if I go left it leads me to the University.
I tried to quickly weigh the pros and cons: right was towards home but it was further away, less people were around, and who knew if Kibum already knew where I lived. Left was towards the University, more people were walking that way and I could easily lose him in the crowd of people, and Hyukjae was at University.
There was really only one choice, so I made up my mind I would go to Hyukjae the university.
I was just about to turn left when I felt that presence behind me, that presence I used to love, that presence I used to crave.
I panicked so I shook my head and said “Don’t”
I knew he was behind me and I knew he heard me, I also knew he wouldn’t listen to me, he never did.
He was walking towards me; I could feel it and I knew I had to run before I had a breakdown in front of the school.
I was just about to make a dash for it when I felt his hand on my shoulder. Unconsciously sending a shiver down my spine, his touch felt the same.
I wanted nothing more than to run but I was frozen, trapped.
“Please…” he begged and I shut my eyes, I could feel the tears about to fall.
“Please…” he said again only quieter this time.
I knew what he was trying to say “please…don’t leave” “Please…let me explain”
I always knew what he was trying to say even when he never said it out loud, we just had that connection.
“I…” I tried but I couldn’t finish, I didn’t know what I meant, I didn’t know what I wanted.
“Come” he said after a minute, he didn’t try to grab my hand or lead me in any way and when I turned around I only saw his back as he walked off in the direction of the soccer field.
I stood there for a minute contemplating what I should do, should I fallow him? Should I run?
In the end I decided I should fallow him.
My heart felt like it was ripping in two as I took my first step. One part of it wanted to go and fallow him, listen to everything he said. The other side wanted to throw a book at him and run to the University and drag Hyukjae out of class and cry on his shoulder.
I was confused.
But I still fallowed him.
Ryeowook’s P.O.V.
Donghae had been acting like a love sick teenager all day, but as soon as he saw the new guys face his mood changed, even the way he talked changed.
“Ryeowook if you’ll excuse me I will be leaving first” he had said. He’s never addressed me so formally, not even the first time we met.
I might have let it go if it wasn’t for the fact that Donghae practically ran out the door like his life depended on it, he even left some of his things on the desk.
To my shock the new kid Kim Kibum ran after Donghae. What was going on? Did they know each other?
So I quickly gathered Donghae’s forgotten items and ran out to find him.
The school was practically deserted and I saw Donghae standing there with his back toward Kibum shaking his head. Then Kibum put his hand on his shoulder and said something, they just stood there for a minute until Kibum turned around and started walking towards the soccer field.
I saw Donghae turn around and stare at the boys retreating back with what looked like fear and hesitation in his eyes, he looked like he was about to cry. But non-the-less he still fallowed after Kibum.
I knew I shouldn’t fallow, I knew it wasn’t my place but the look in Donghae’s eyes and the weird aura that surrounded the two I just had to fallow. Just in case Donghae needed my help.
I kept my distance as I fallowed them; they were heading towards the soccer field. They weren’t saying anything. Kibum was in front leading the way as Donghae was a few feet behind him, keeping his distance with his head down never once looking at the other boy in front of him.
Donghae kept fallowing Kibum without looking up, as if his feet were leading him without his permission. They walked out a few yards onto the field, just far enough that I couldn’t hear them, so I hid behind a tree and watched. You know just in case Donghae needed my help, not because I was nosy.
Kibum turned to face Donghae but he didn’t say anything, and Donghae didn’t even look up. They probably stood there for minutes before Kibum spoke.
Not much was said it looked like, and I wondered what they were even talking about. Donghae seemed to be in his own head and Kibum didn’t seem to be trying to pull him out of it. It was weird, like watching two old friends, except the aura surrounding them was strange.
I don’t know how long I was standing there staring at them, but I never tore my eyes away from the scene in front of me.
I jumped a little when I felt a hand on my shoulder, so I turn around and see who it was, even though I had a pretty good idea who it was.
“Yesung? What are you doing here?” I ask as soon as I confirm who had touched me.
“What are you still doing at school?” he asks completely ignoring my question
“We just got out” I hear someone else say
I look and see that the comment came from Sungmin, and also standing there was Hyukjae and Leetuek.
“OH, hello Leetuek, Sungmin, Hyukjae” I say greeting them
“Hey” they say and the Hyukjae asks “what are you still doing at school?”
“I’m spying” I say and then cover my mouth; I hadn’t wanted to say that.
“Really? Can I spy with you? It’s what I’m training to do in college” Yesung asks with his cute smile and I melt
“Of course you can” I say
“Who are we spying on?” he asks
“You guys are ridiculous” Hyukjae says as Leetuek and Sungmin just laugh.
I ignore his comment and look at Yesung “I’m spying on Donghae, in case he needs my help”
“Donghae?” Hyukjae asks, yeah now spying is not ridiculous.
“Yeah, over there” I say pointing out at the soccer field, and we all hide behind the trees and watch Donghae, who is looking at Kibum with tears in his eyes.
We couldn’t contain the gasps that escaped our mouths at we watched the scene in front of us unfold.
Kibum had yelled “I DON’T CARE” and Donghae jumped a little but went completely still as Kibum lunged forward and kissed him right on the lips.
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A/N. Sorry this took so long to post. this was so hard to write. i think chemistry killed my muse :( but now that i have more free time, i shall write faster :D the only reason i got through this was because of your guys' lovely comments. thank you <3 And sorry it's so short