Finding You Chapter 31 part 2

Jan 01, 2011 07:06


 Title: Finding You
Chapters: 31 part 2/?
Pairing: HyukHae
Disclaimer: I don’t own them, only the weird plot.
Rating: PG-13
Summary:  Donghae has a dream and other stuff happens…I don’t like writing summary’s, can you tell?

Note: This is written from Donghae’s point of view.



Donghae’s P.O.V.

I had fallen asleep to Hyukjae’s heartbeat, it was a heartbreakingly beautiful sound and as I listened to the strong beats I closed my eyes and let it lull me into unconsciousness.

I opened my eyes again only to be transported to a field, a very familiar field. In the distance I could hear a faint beating. I closed my eyes and it was like I could feel the beat in my own chest. It was a heart. A heart stronger then my own, a less tainted heart, a better heart, a heart that had to lessen itself just to beat with mine, it was a heart that deserved better than me.

I opened my eyes to the realization. It was Hyukjae’s heart.

I looked around frantically. Hyukjae was nowhere in sight but it was undoubtedly his heartbeat.

I should not have been as shocked as I was when a figure came up beside me

“Lose something?” the man who looked like an older version of me asked and I nearly jumped ten feet into the air. I clutched my hearts (yes hearts because there was definitely more than one heart beating in my chest) “Jesus you scared me” I scolded

“That’s not my name” he said coolly like he had not just made my hearts stop beating for a second.

“What do you want?” I asked annoyed but I didn’t expect a clear answer, the man never answered any of my questions.

“It hurts” he stated rather than asked while pointing at my chest, completely ignoring my question.

“What are you talking about?” I asked wondering if I punched myself in the face if he’d feel it too.

“Maybe I’m early” he said to himself.

I let out a sigh and started walking towards the tree-mine and Hyukkie’s tree. There was something about that guy, he made me hate and love myself, it was all very confusing.

I knew he was fallowing me because I could feel that heat radiating off him, the only other person I felt that heat from was Hyukjae. I started to wonder if Hyukjae had these kinds of dreams.

“He doesn’t” my doppelganger answered the unasked question “but it wouldn’t change anything if he did”

“Wh…?” I wanted to ask but I was cut off

“Donghae sometimes things happen that you have no control over” he says “but only you can decide if you want to give up”

“I don’t understand” I replied with complete honesty.

“I know” he said “but you will” and then we both fell silent and looked up at the sky as lightning danced in the clouds above our heads.

“I’ve never been early before” he says breaking the silence and even though it was difficult I pulled my attention away from the light show in the sky to face the man next to me.

“Early for what?” I asked knowing he wouldn’t answer. He just smiled and then thunder boomed so loud it shook the ground.

In the time it took to blink he had vanished and it started to rain. The rain was vicious, falling with such force it felt like it could bruise. I ran to stand under the tree, hoping it would protect me from the rain that seemed to have a grudge against me. I hate the rain. It was raining the day I lost my father, and it was raining the day Kibum left. Nothing good ever happens when it rains.

Not even the giant oak could protect me from the pelting rain. It seeped into my body stealing all heat and I was left freezing and alone.

Hyukjae’s P.O.V.

I was jolted awake when I felt Donghae shivering in my arms. It was odd because it wasn’t cold in here and the fact that we were holding each other added to the heat but Donghae was shivering. I wrapped my arms around him bringing him closer to my chest hoping it would warm him up. It didn’t. Donghae continued to shiver in my hold and when he made a whimper noise I made up my mind, I was going to wake him up.

“Donghae~” I tried to coax him awake gently.

“Hae~” I called sweetly into his ear “wake up” he groaned and snuggled deeper into my embrace.

“H…” I started but was startled when the door was opened causing Donghae to jump up in shock, causing us to smack our heads together.

“Ouch” Donghae said rubbing his forehead to look at the intruder; I also looked up holding my forehead. It was Kibum.

“Uhh” he said staring at both of us. It took my mind a minute to process what he was looking at. Donghae and me, on a bed, in each other’s arms, behind closed doors, what must this look like to him? So I pushed Donghae away “We weren’t doing any…umph” I tried to say but fell off the bed as I moved as far away from Donghae as possible.

Then I heard laughter. A foreign laughter I’d never heard before and I lifted my head up to see Kibum laughing.

“It’s okay…I’ll be downstairs” he said before turning around and walking out of the room, closing the door as he left.

I turned to look at Donghae who had a giant smile on his face “What’s the matter with you?” he asked

“Nothing” I said playing defensive but then I said more seriously “I just didn’t want him to think…” I let the sentence die.

Donghae sat there looking into my eyes with a smile on his face

“What?” I asked. At the question Donghae crawled towards me and placed his hands on my cheeks

“Thank you” he said and before I could ask why he was thanking me his lips were pressed against mine.

At first the kiss was innocent, with me sitting on the floor and Donghae towering above me on the bed. But then the kiss morphed into a desperate one when the room suddenly got hotter. I slid my tongue across Donghae bottom lip asking for access as I moved from a sitting position to kneeling on my knees. He granted my desire as he slightly parted his lips and I sucked in his bottom lip only to release it with a light bite. I moved my hands to his cheeks as I fully stood up, pulling him up with me. I resisted the urge to push my tongue into his mouth. He must have realized my hesitation because he bit my bottom lip rather hard. I pulled away

“What was that for?” I asked out of breath

“I know what you’re going to say and I don’t want to hear it” he says

“Wha…mmm” I go to say but get cut off as Donghae puts his lips back against mine. We kiss for a minute before Donghae pulls away.

“You are going to say ‘I should leave’ or ‘kibum’s downstairs’ or something equally stupid to get away from me” he says

“I was...” I started to say but stopped as soon as I saw the look Donghae was giving me “well I probably should go home seeing as I missed a whole day of classes”

“I missed school too” Donghae informed and as that sunk in I started to panic

“I’m so dead” I said covering my face with my hands

“Hey” Donghae says trying to pry my hands off my face “its okay”

“No its not” I say “you don’t know my roommates”

“Eh? I’ve met Yesung and Leetuek and they don’t seem like…”

I cut him off “oh they seem sweet but they’re crazy” I say with a shutter

“You’re right maybe you should go” Donghae says after a minute and I pull my hands away and look at his face

“Really?” I ask hesitantly, unsure if this was some sort of trick. He smiled at me

“Yes. You’re not my prisoner you can leave anytime you want to” he said with a laugh

I just smiled at him. Thinking that it wasn’t true, I was his prisoner and I’d never been happier about something in my whole life.

We just stood there for a minute staring into each other’s eyes until I broke the silence with a question that was bothering me “Do you want me to walk you to school tomorrow?” I asked

He sighed and then pushed me. I was caught off guard so I stumbled backwards almost tripping over my own feet.

“What was that for?” I asked

“First you wanna leave me now you ask stupid questions, did you fall onto your head?” he said walking forward and examining my head.

Once he was done with his mock doctor examination he looked at me with a serious face “everything seems fine so if you don’t show up tomorrow I’m going to beat your ass” he said and then he smiled and kissed me on the lips.

All I could do was smile.

“I should go” I said after some time

“I know” he said with a smile

I didn’t move.

It could have been a minute, it could have been an hour, I’m not really sure how long we stood there smiling and staring into each other’s eyes but eventually I broke the silence.

“I really should get going”

“I know” neither of us moved.

More time passed and our smiles only seem to get bigger. This time it was Donghae who broke the silence

“Okay you can go know” he said happily “I found what I was looking for”

“Eh?” I gawked at him “what were you looking for?”

“Your hesitation to leave” he stated mater-o-factly and I just stupidly stared at him “Come on” he said grabbing my hand and leading me towards the door.

“Wait” he said before he was about to open the door “you better kiss me goodbye now so Kibum won’t have to see it”

I smiled and leaned down and sealed our parting with a kiss.

After I pulled away he smiled and opened the door. We walked downstairs and saw Kibum cooking in the kitchen. I noticed Donghae was frowning but before I could ask he turned back towards me and smiled.

“I’ll see you tomorrow right?” he asked as he opened the front door leading to the outside, leading me away from Donghae.

“Of course” I said, honesty laced in my voice “unless my roommates kill me”

“Okay. Bye Hyukkie” he said kissing me again even though he said we should kiss upstairs and I started to wonder if it was a plan so he could get kissed twice.

“Bye Hae” I said and started to walk home. I would come back tomorrow if Leetuek, Sungmin, and especially Yesung didn’t find out about me causing Donghae to miss school. I slowed my pace when I thought about all the things they would probably do to me when I got home.

Donghae’s P.O.V.

After Hyukjae left I turned towards the kitchen. Something was wrong with Kibum; I could sense it when he had walked into the room earlier.

I walked right up to him “What happened?” I asked

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first post of 2011 :D
okay here is part 2. i finished it after my evil friend decided she was going to force her new years resolution on me :( i was rudely awaken at 5 this moring and was forced to run :( i promise tomorrow i will lock my door :P okay enough of that. my new years resolution is to post quicker :D *\o/* i hope i can do it :D

finding you, pairing: eunhyuk/donghae

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