Over the past year I've become very relaxed and alot less angry. No longer due I get frustrated and sweat the small things in life. Though, I think I'm starting to think this is just apathy towards my life and no longer a good thing.  The only things I think about these days are where to run and well....running. Go Figure. I now live on a couch. I ( Read more... )

I'm back only to note two things from my week and thats about it.

1. My Change Collecting!!

2. ya, Also, my mileage and running.

think I know what thats about now....10k done. Half Marathon soon hopefully, my time went down a little wish I would pushed a lil more on the downhill would've been a stronger finish. Though I owned some pple going up hill.

It feels good to have 6 miles done by 10 am. HELL YAAA

Also, doing all this running has brought out some things I've missed in ( Read more... )

who said I was taking two steps back by heading back to New England. Well, you were dead fucking on!! I def feel like all I keep doing is stepping backwards and it doesn't help that I want less and less to do w. meeting people. Er, not that I don't wanna meet some of them its more like anxiety meeting people. Which is fucking Retarded I know!! I ( Read more... )

Forcing myself up this morning to Kittery and running a 5k was pretty nice. Something I dreaded the previous evening when out on a hike. Luckily, being a man of my word I showed though. I'm pretty sure my time would've been better if I started up in the front of the pack. Intimidation, kept me in the middle for the start so, I had a 7:25 pace. I'm ( Read more... )

I feel pretty isolated these days....and this ain't going to help me much..but yup...It would be good if I got stoked on meeting pple but I just get stressed on that. Dunno. Good thing for family since they be stuck w. me. lol. lol lol lol lol lol.

when companies like Starbucks, Gap, and so on ask you questions like; " Name a time you chose to do something ethical?" or "Name a way when starting your last job that you got your co-workers to like you?"(think that was the question. Def. on these lines).

A) Fuck You!!!
Name a time when your company chose to do the ethical//moral thing? Like the ( Read more... )

I've moved to Japan....For the last two days this has been the best part of my day. Its awesome!! I go and get lost in the city and for some reason, throughout the day. I run into my friends from the Us of Oi! Which then we hang eat sushi(??), play video games and go to Melt Banana shows. Its great living in Japan, I rarely talk to the people just ( Read more... )

constantly taking 1 step forward and 2 steps back...bleh. Me.

You ever see someone online or in person you wish you could talk to but can't and are far to stubborn too. Since they burnt the bridge and you don't care to be the weak one anymore and get in contact or just wanna leave it to them. Maybe it'll be awkward, maybe its pointless, just I want some pple in my life that seemed awesome!! Maybe, I just need ( Read more... )