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[xlxdarktouchxlx]

I am trying so hard to be strong again. I just hate days like today when I feel crappy, and lonely, and wrong. I attacked him today, and though on the surface he may have deserved it, I don't like acting like that. I don't like being mean just to hurt him, it's not who I am

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Hey there.....

[dayinsomnia]

You shouldn't feel bad at all. You have every right to light into him. From what I can tell, he's still trying to feed you a diet of BS. From all the hurt that he caused you, he was ASKING for you to hurt him. He doesn't even have a right to hurt when it involves something you say. What he did showed a lack of true love for you.....so I don't think he has the right to hurt, he doesn't have the right to care about you anymore. You're too good of a person to feel so bad for standing up for yourself. You deserve to have more people by your side attacking him for what he did. You're a good person, and one warranted 'attack' does not change that. Everyone has it in them to lash out when they feel like they need to. You're still a loin cloth, yep.......we're the good that covers the indecency of others......sometimes you just smell a little rank after doing the dirty work, just part of the job.