Lafe will be here on Friday. I'm both nervous and excited. I think it'll be good though. I feel better. I think the other night (though it wasn't pleasant, at all) made me feel better. I was just holding too much in. Everything that I was worried about before just vanished. I don't give a second thought when I don't hear from him. I haven't ( Read more... )

May 22nd was my new beginning. I'll prove it.

On another note, House is one of the greatest shows ever.

Silly thing. I'm not mad. Truth of the matter is, when it gets late at night I usually am feeling a combination of things ( Read more... )

So I was just being paranoid, and everything is okay. You know I think Lafe and I are going to be fine. I really do. I really think that things are really going to improve even more after I start school. I won't have time just to focus on the negative, and I won't have time to worry constantly. It'll be nice. ::smiles:: I mean when we were ( Read more... )

Can I just say that it's EXTREMELY difficult to pick up on someone's mood or tone in a text message or email at times. I've had that problem the last two days with Lafe. Yesterday he was able to tell me quickly that he was just teasing, today I think he had a mediation to run into before we could finish the talk. Yeah, so we had this ( Read more... )

One of the most disturbing things happened at work today ( Read more... )

The funniest typo ever:

UTvols83: lol....i don't recognize it
XlxDarkTouchxlX: It's on the pepsi commercial, and they play it at the end of Reservoir Dongs.
XlxDarkTouchxlX: LMAO
XlxDarkTouchxlX: DOGS*
UTvols83: nasty....i know what's on your mind
XlxDarkTouchxlX: TYPO!
UTvols83: suuuurrrreeeeee

I feel blah today. I think I just need to sleep. I just feel funny for no real reason. It made me snip at Lafe a little bit, but it wasn't as bad as it could have been. He still said he loved me, and that was that. ::smiles:: Things are slowly getting better, but I get that sense of taking two steps forward and another back. Oh well. I have ( Read more... )

My cats came out from under the bed. WOOHOO

( The kitties )

I'm absolutely fascinated by my digital camera, and after taking a picture of myself I find it interesting how detailed things come out. I can see every freckle on my face! I'm easily entertained, obviously.

( holy cow )