its been awhile. never had the time or felt the urge to write. think i finally came down from the sugar high or whatever ive been on for the past couple of days. thanksgiving was good. saw an uncle that just says the craziest things. and tried an appletini (spelling). it was fun. its pathetic. i miss a life so much..one that never existed. only in ( Read more... )

its been forever.
how im feeling this very moment..:/

me and michelle went to eat dinner tonight. talked alot about certain stuff. things that have been driving me crazy/frustrating me. and how there were only 2 tears the other night..lol. yes i counted. and its cool how we understand each other so well about it all. and i know sometimes i talk about certain things or people..alot..and its cool cuz i ( Read more... )

so i didnt get to go out to sandbridge and just sit and look at the moon:( it was so pretty too. im determined to do it by the end of this week. anyone that wants to join let me know. other then that. im sad. what else is new? end.

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the moon was so awesome tonight. hopefully it'll be like that tomorrow night then maybe i can go to sandbridge and sit and look at it. anyone wanna join? i only have to work till 5. which still sucks either way though. i feel out of place..chrissy witnessed it as i was getting very frustrated with myself all day today. not good. i hate being ( Read more... )

so here i sit, once again. feeling really cold, icing my shins. and feeling pretty shitty. i feel alone. and come friday ill be completely broken down. my best friend leaves for college. josh leaves. and lee lee leaves. all i ever do is work and go to hockey. i havent seen amber in forever. and i dont know what im going to do without her. i feel ( Read more... )

bummed around today. it was nice. hung out with JOSH! jess and michelle. its been forever since ive seen him. we went to sandbridge and walked on the beach. saw the prettiest sky everrrrr. i mean ever. it was amazing. you should have seen it. me and michelle sang together. it was beautiful. haha. we went to dairy queen too. and walmart. it was fun ( Read more... )

is someone to cuddle with:/

comment anyone?

i confuse myself too much to ever know what i want. i mean i know what i want..but yet i dont. or maybe its just not coming. and thats why im getting confused. who knows. im so wrapped up in having crushes it hurts.